A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

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Salam to all.

There will be two sections.

1st Driving Lesson With Uncle.

Unforgettable quote No.1 - "You bawak mau laju-laju.. tapi you tukaq gear banyak lambat.."

Unforgettable quote No. 2 - "You kena tukaq gear laju, bawak slow-slow.. baru selamat.."

Statistics.

No. of times enjin mati - 3 (sekali dekat bump, sekali dua kali kot dekat junction kecik)

No. of times kena hon dari belakang - 1 (sebab lambat tukaq gear kat junction besar.. cisss..)

Overall comment : I was energetic at first but towards the end I began to feel slightly out of focus. Well, it's the hot sunny 3 pm, what do you expect.. My biggest trouble is of course the gear.. I can't wait to get all of this thing done and drive auto cars.. (perhaps a sleek, silver Volvo? -see, my head's still thinking of him-) Another session will begin in 40 minutes time. Hope this one will be a better one. InsyaAllah.

1st Day of Hospital Attachment at Penang GH.

1. The doctor we first met at the Surgical Dept. instructed us to meet a doctor (which all three of us forget what her name is..) at the surgical ward.
2. Went to the surgical ward C9,10,11.
3. Since we couldn't find that particular doctor, we just do our rounds throught the whole entire stretch of beds.
4. Later, we found ourselves seats and discussed the prospects of becoming a doctor.

Observation (from the eyes of a person who've never been to Penang GH before):

• The new building is nice, well ventilated, air-conditioned but is not fully operational yet.
• The old buildings are full of people, interconnected, with spacious main hallways, but...
• The surgical wards are gloomy, not properly ventilated (because I felt hard to breathe, as in, I required more effort to just breathe) and filled with lying patients, most of them old people..
• Overall, I think the condition of the wards are livable though not fully comfortable. However.. I just can't tolerate one thing..
• The patient's clothes!!!!!!!! OMG, I just HATE the DYING GREEN colour of the patients clothes.. It just doesn't seem appropriate.
• I mean, they're recovering right? Why give them a colour like that?! Give them colours of hope lah! Like bright yellow or lilac..

Salam to all.

ImagineNation is NOT a word that comes from me okay? That word is my friend's (J. Wahidah a.k.a Wawa) trademark..

Why I put it as my title then?

I've seen a little bit of the Twilight movie (up till the part when Edward saves Bella from the nasty guys) and I think I prefer my own version which is based exactly on the novel.

Up till that part, I have to say that the movie did not meet my expectation. Well, maybe I was influenced by the small screen or something..

I'm waiting for the DVD and MIDNIGHT SUN!

Oh yeah, I will be driving in the streets of Penang tomorrow, so just be careful if you happen to bump into me.. *not literally of course!*

Back to the question, ImagineNation is what makes everything comes to life.

Savvy?

Tetibe teringat Jack Sparrow..

Okay, okay, no more twilight after this. But that's not a promise!

Salam to all.

Alhamdulillah, thanks to the fact that tonight is malam Sabtu and Mak Tam was there at the Pesta, the sales rose.

I don't feel like working tonight. I feel like I just want to play with Ajeef. I couldn't take in the fact that he won't be a two-year-old anymore. (eh sat, ajeef dua ka tiga tahun? erk..) I couldn't imagine the possibility that I could not enjoy his childish talk anymore and he will be too heavy for me to carry.. Hooooooooh... I can feel that there's connection between me and him (or am I just perasan-ing, I'm not sure..)

Well, it's nearly 3 am now. At 1 o'clock just now, I was already at my bed but I couldn't sleep. I'm now a nocturnal.. Haha! So, I switched my laptop on and began reading my favourite parts in Twilight and imagined how it would turn out in the movie. (I didn't watch the movie yet, but I did download the trailer and I keep watching it over and over again.. -signs of addiction, I know-) But I want to watch the movie with the people of my age, because only then can I fully enjoy it.

So, tomorrow (which is actually today, since it's already 2.47 am) I'm hoping to wake up for Subuh and not to return to sleep.. I want to ask Teacher Elaine to play that piece, which will certainly turn out to be too easy for her but extremely, horribly, pain-stakingly difficult for me..

Nighty night.

Please tuck me to bed, Edward?

I seriously have to return to the real world.

Salam to all.

I have two things to say.

1. I will find a way to learn to play that piece before I die, InsyaAllah.
2. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy????????????????????????????? Why? wHy? WhYYY? The only book that I want to read now is MIDNIGHT SUN! I don't want to read the drafts, even if it's from Mrs. Meyer herself! Do I have to wait until 2011 to get a hold of it? Seriously, that's a loooooong time...
3. I felt sorry for Mrs. Meyer actually, having her drafts of Midnight Sun available in the internet without her consent.. And I feel bad for not actually buying her books.. So, as a sign of support, I *if I still have some money left* will buy the book which seems to be the most appealing among the four and of course, Midnight Sun once the paperback edition *and discounts* of that book is available.
4. (okay, so i have additional things to say..) Being an addict, I will *of course* search sites by sites for infos regarding the series. Even though I just finished Twilight and barely started New Moon, I *unintentionally* know the ending up to Breaking Dawn.. I cannot be the one to blame, of course. Since I just turned into a vampire myself *ah Ha!*, I have lack of self-control around things that appeals to my senses..

Okay, time to get ready for work..

I seriously hope tonight will turn out better..

Salam to all.

I've just finished reading Twilight. My comments:

1. Edward is like too good to be true. Well, of course he's a vampire.. I'm pretty certain that I couldn't get my hands on one in the near future. Sigh..
2. The suspense part of the novel was not that thrilling enough for me. It's like moving too quickly. More details should be put regarding the rescue of Bella and the killing of James. Don't you think so?
3. I enjoyed the earlier part of the novel more than the end.. The part when Bella and Edward started to know each other... I find that sangat comelllllll!
4. I do appreciate the vast amount of dialogue in this novel. It sounded more realistic.. Sometimes, I even skipped the descriptive paragraph just to read the next lines of dialogues.. More emphasize is put in dialogues between Bella and Edward, of course!
5. It was very sweet and very nice of the Cullens to go to great length to keep Bella safe. And I didn't expect their warm welcome toward her.
6. Towards the end, the story seemed to be getting less and less appealing. The ending? Hurm, the usual 'hanging' technique.
7. Favourite part: When Edward admitted that he's a vampire and the part when Bella and Edward are in their little bubble at the school cafe.
8. Least favourite part : The prom I guess.

Now for the movie.

P/s: Business wasn't that good these few days. Sabar.. sabar..

Salam to all.

Yeah babyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!

I officially moved beyond just starting the car's engine..

Thanks to Cikgu Selamat, I now know the basic of driving..

Best gak ah!

Lepas la jugak bukit tu a few times.. But there are times yang kereta tu mati atas bukit..

Haaaaaah.. brapa kali entah kereta tu mati.. Tgh junction la, tgh buat pusingan 3 penjuru la.. etc..

PESANAN INI DIBAWA KHAS UNTUK ANDA OLEH JABATAN PENGANGKUTAN JALAN MALAYSIA.

Bermula dari tarikh 12 Disember 2008, semua pemandu kenderaan motor dan bukan motor, terutamanya yang sering memandu di Pulau Pinang, anda dinasihatkan berwaspada terhadap seorang pemandu perempuan berumur 17++ dan berkaca mata.

Anda dinasihatkan bersabar sekiranya kereta yang dipandunya mati secara tiba-tiba, memandu terlalu perlahan atau dalam apa-apa jua keadaan sekalipun.

Sila ingat bahawa anda juga pernah memegang lesen L dan pastinya anda masih ingat ketakutan memandu kenderaan di jalan raya yang penuh cabaran.

Kerjasama anda semua amatlah dihargai.

Sekian.

Salam to all.

I tried to change my blog's layout but messing up with the html thing is just too bosan and time-consuming..

Not that I'm good at it, people.. Seriously..

Whatever it is, the background must be white...

InsyaAllah I will get my braces removed tomorrow. (At last! I've been wearing this thing for like 3 years? Since December 2005..) Haha, seronok pulak..

Apa cerita Penang GH?????? I'm sooooooooooo excited to get started!!!

Oh ya, the desktop was infected by virus. Tu la, main lagi computer tu.. Orang suruh buat maths tak mau buat betul-betul.. bla.. bla.. bla.. (My sister said I love to membebel.. Of course she's wrong right? Rightttttttttt??)

Dia datang lagi. Gembira? Hmm.. Sekejap boleh la. Tapi, in the long run, it will never happen the way I want it to be. I just know it.. I just know it..
P/s: Oh god, I dunno when I'm gonna start the Biology info-hunt..

Salam to all..

Alhamdulillah, the Hari Raya Haji was great!

The soup was just magnificent, the ketupat jagung was yummy, the rendang, omg, simply delicious.. Not to mention the mee jawa yang lazat.. Lemak berkrim, disukai ramai..

Too bad I forgot to bring the camera..

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Everybody's talking about it.

What else?

Twilight la..

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Tonight, I ponteng kerja again.. I feel bad actually to ponteng kerja.. Sorry, ayah Dee!

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I bought a new book. The White Tiger by Aravind Adiga. What made me choose this book is still a mystery.. Was it because the writer won 'The Man Booker Prize 2008'? Or was it because I can get 20% discount since I have the Popular card? Or was it because I just have to grab any book so that I won't be left behind?

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Practical driving lessons. Yeah baby!

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Reading list (not in order):

• Twilight
• A friend like Henry
• The White Tiger
• The Five people you meet in Heaven

Andddddddddddddd......... (I will try to spend some time reading these books)

• Physics Key Ideas Book 1
• Chemistry Notes
• Biology Key Ideas

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List of movies to watch:

• Pirates of The Caribbean, the trilogy
• Lord of the Rings (possibility of not watching is very high)
• Wild Hogs

(Yeah, I know, those are the oldies.. But I haven't seriously watch them..)

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I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad Wahida left Langkawi.. But what can she do? She's just moving on to the next stage of her life.. Like I once did.. Only God knows how much I miss that place..

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To SPM 2008 candidates, do find something useful to do.. If not, you're gonna regret it..

Salam to all.

Kambing ini comel maka dengan itu, saya melantiknya menjadi bintang utama kad ucapan Hari Raya Aidiladha untuk tahun 1429H. (Senyuman itu seperti siapa ya?? Macam pernah nampak..)

Dapatkan Komen Hari Raya Aidiladha di Myfwenster

Salam Aidiladha!

InsyaAllah, each and everyone of us will have a chance to perform the Hajj accepted by Allah. Amin!

Salam to all.

I find this article from Saifulislam.com very enlightening.


Kamu sentiasa layak diuji.

'Allah sedang berbicara kepadamu tentang SABAR dan IKLHAS...

SABAR dan IKHLAS, itulah Islam..'

Salam to all.

aHOOK.. AhOOook..

Words to describe my ever-so-dusty blog.

Sorry to cause you the cough..

Am I so bounded by chores and activities that I don't have the time to write?

Or am I the one stopping myself from writing? Yes, that seems to be the case.

You see, for me tor write, I must make sure that nobody sees me, especially family members, friends, and everybody I know lah..

Why? I just don't like to be watched. Even in exams, whenever the invigilators come near me, I would cover the exam sheet with my hands and scribble nonsense -not always- until he or she walks away. It's not that they will tiru me or anything.. It's just that I don't like to be watched.

Piano. I always screw up whenever I play in front of my teacher. Haishhhhh.. Piano-playing skills are like non-existent already.. since I left it months ago..

And a lot of other examples.

Okay, so the holiday started two weeks ago. (two weeks alreadyyyyyy?????)And since the holiday coincides with the school holiday, of course la my siblings are at home. With them around, it's hard for me to find a private writing haven..

Okay, you don't want to read more of that, I know (and I don't want to write more on that either.. haha!)

Saturday,22nd Nov. - My housemates left me. The last one to leave was Dalia at a few minutes past 11am I think. Suja *happily* paid for lunch at Hassan's. Thank you Ayah Mie and family for that ride to the now-in-construction Subang Airport. Boarded the *prestigious* Firefly. Picked up by my family. Alhamdulillah. Home-sweet-home!

Sunday, 23rd Nov. - The first shopping experience at Gurney Plaza new wing. Neat. Flashy. Has the expensive look. Bought 'The BFG' by Roald Dahl and the highly recommended and extremely useful book - 'The Merck Manual of Medical Information - 2nd home edition' at Popular Bookstore, which claimed to be the biggest bookstore in Penang. Maybe. We went there to fully utilise our Popular Card... Haha! Am I too old for Roald Dahl's children favourites? Of course not! Anyway, I seriously recommend the thick, dictionary-like, red medical manual to everyone! I looooooooooove it to bits! Thanks Dalia for introducing it to me. To tell you frankly, the price (less than RM 39.95) is like sooooooooooooo cheap compared to the tonnes and tonnes of juicy information related to the medical world. Among the topics covered : drugs, diseases (symptoms, detection, treatment etc..) human anatomy -not as detailed as anatomy textbooks used in universities but still good enough-, growth, and it even guides you to issues less exposed in media like medical legal issues. Get it nowwwwwww! Don't worry about getting confused with the biological terms if you don't have any biology background because the book is written in simple everyday words. While having background knowledge in bio did help me to understand, but I assure you, the book is designed to be a guide to everyday people that includes engineers, chefs, hotel managers etc... who might or might not have the bio background.. If they can get a hold of it, so can you! Try it!

Monday, 24th Nov.- Registered for Lesen Memandu Kelas D. Cooled myself down at PISA. Went to Gurney Plaza again to change mom's clothes for the one with the right size...

Tuesday, 25th Nov. - Attended KPP class, you know, the compulsory 5-hour class in order for you to get the green light to take the computerized test... The rules to attend the class were rather stringent.. Only shoes, no sandals, no round-collared t-shirt, no threequarter pants, etc.. But, I think it's better that way.. It shows professionalism in a way, right? Anis and Sara came.

Wednesday, 26th Nov. - Went to Penang GH with Adilah and Rahael to ask permission to do a one-week hospital attachment.

Thursday, 27th Nov. - Aunt Linda came to pick Anis and Sara up along with my siblings.. Haha, alone at home yeahhhhhhhhh! (Not entirely alone but I'm fine with that)

Friday, 28th Nov. - Went to banks and Gleneagles with mom. Loved the view from the window!!! -Kopi dia sangat mahal- Made a new pair of spectacle. Sunshine Square. Grocery shopping. Bought two t-shirts -really great discount people!-

Saturday, 29th Nov. - Supposably the Ujian Berkomputer. But because I didn't make booking for that, I couldn't do the test. Upset, because I want to get it done as soon as possible but glad because more time to study.. Haha, yeah right.. Dinner at EQ with my family and Mat, Sara and Anis. The place showed slight improvement, okayla, quite a bit more of an improvement and it seemed to be undergoing a facelift... All the best, dearest EQ! As usual, we played with the 'Great Glass Elevator'..

Sunday, 30th Nov.- Breakfast at the usual place with me ordering my favourite mee goreng basah-basah.. AyahDee and his family had lunch together with us at my house and later, I followed them home. Why? My first day of working at the Pesta with Ayah Dee! Day 1= personal sales- RM 71. not bad but still have a lot of room for a lot of improvement..

Monday, 1st Dec. - Day 2= personal sales= RM 0.00 due to huge crowd and my not-100% effort.

Tuesday, 2nd Dec. JPJ computerised test. Alhamdulillah, passed yeay! Attended kursus teori memandu kereta for 3 hours. Not 100% effective because I couldn't really grab everything and the huge number of students made it hard of me to see the things the instructer was explaining.. Met old schoolmates, but only Auyong I was able to say hi to.. Ponteng kerja.. Yeah,baby!Wednesday, 3rd Dec. Went to the Driving school auntie and requested to change the day and date of the upcoming driving practical. Made dental appointments. Still no reply from GH. Day 3= personal sales- RM40++. Ate claypot mee. Hoooooh, sedap. alhamdulillah.. Kedai sebelah semakin agresif nampaknya.. tapi tak pa, kita still boleh lawan dgn cara baik!!

The end.

Sangat mengantuk. Malas dah nak check spelling and grammar..

Salam to all.

Did you guys notice that little blue button on the right of this page that says [Help give free books to children]?

Have you ever took a moment to actually click it? (or maybe have the littlest intention of doing so?)

If you do, then good-lah!

My teacher sent me an email some time in October I guess, introducing me to a site which gives us, the Internet users, a chance to help others in need with just a click.

Sounds fishy huh? Well, do check their Common Questions page.

Salam to all.

Final Exam is over.. (and mind you, the result is not Nadia-like, but to tell you the truth, I improved quite a lot, especially in Maths -which I used to h*te-)

And so is IELTS. (I'm grateful that the topic for the Writing test was manageable, and Alhamdulillah, I can concentrate during the Listening and Reading tests. However, the Speaking test is rated as 'the worst ever' Just for the record, my topic was 'advice'. Moral of the story, 'Warm up is definitely a must in a speaking test'.)

We still have to go to college and other than practicing for the performance tomorrow, I couldn't find anything to do. I have choices though, but I seem not to be in the mood to do anything nor to stay quiet. I'm a very complex person, I know.

Then something struct me.

Am I studying just for the sake of Exam?

(Points for writing an Arguementative Essay)

Proposition.
- Yes, because I tend to let go of books after major exams.

Opposition.
- No, because I still 'read' something and try to get my brain exercised... (Am I really?)

My stand.
Yes, based on the validity of the fact pointed by the proposition, I am studying for the sake of Exam.

This is not a good sign.

How am I to become an excellent doctor if I just study for the sake of passing Exams with flying colours?

Astaghfirullah.

Okay, on a less serious tone, I have finished watching the 'Hanazakari no Kimitachi e' special.

Comments.

1. Sano,I HATE your new hairstyle. Man, that seriously made me love you less. Putting that aside, I find you very charming especially when you convinced Julia that you really love Mizuki. And of course, the plot towards the ending...
2. The part where Nakao kissed Nanba-senpai was really funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
3. I used to like Kagurazaka, but, God, this one part where he made lunch for Sano was really, ee yewwwwww...!
4. I love Nakatsu's mother's overcoat.
5. The time when Sano dived into the water to save Mizuki and later perform the CPR on her was the only, I repeat, the only, time when I think I see Sano speaks with full enthusiasm. Seriously, his other lines were like so 'I-have-gold-in-my-mouth-and-I-don't-want-to-talk-to-you-and-I'm-actually-talking-because-I-have-no-choice' kind of thing. You'll get me if you watch Hana Kimi.
6. I wondered why is there only four people graduating??
7. As much as I love to see a sequel to this special episode, I don't think the continuation will be that 'happening'. I'm guessing it will be something like 'Meteor Garden II'. Of course, I could be wrong. (And I'm actually hoping that I'm wrong)..
8. I love Hana kimi because this story is so comical, sometimes defies logic and revolves around school. (Not to forget the chaming guys, of course!)
9. Overall, the plot is quite mixed up and takes a while for you to digest the infos.. Nevertheless, this episode really cheers me up! Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I just love their sports attire!!!

Things to look forward to:

1. Dinner.
2. Follow me Musical.
3. Hari Raya Haji.
4. Removal of my braces.
5. Dinner at Eq.
6. Hospital attachments.
7. Trip to Kelantan.
8. Searching infos for Human Awareness Essay.

It feels good to write. Yeahhhhhhhh!

I'm not a nerd, okay.

Salam to all.

Okay, so next week will be the Final Exam week.

And then IELTS.

And then activity week.

Oh, all the best to 'pejuang-pejuang SPM 2008'.

Congratulations Naim for getting second place.

What about now?
What about today?

When you're in a fight, what is going on in your head?

Are you determined to win?

Or try not to lose?

What do you think President Obama?

Salam to all.

I am..

Happy:
~because I just love to be happy. Rating : ???
~because my -dreaded- physics presentation is over! Rating : ***
~because no more M'sian studies' folio! Rating : ***
~because I enjoyed doing the shooting for M'sian studies' video!! Rating : ***
~because tomorrow is Sunday. Rating: **
~because I'm not addicted to any TV show, anime (except Hanakimi, especially their OST) whatsoever. Rating:*

Frustrated:
~because my Chem test is seriously teruk lahhhhhhhhhhh! Rating : -****
~because I have not the time to write here in my nearly dusty blog as often as I used to. Rating :-**
~because the sole of my newly-bought shoe has cracked. Rating :-***
~because the Hanakimi special edition video loads toooooooooooooooooooooooooo slow. Rating: -***
~because I couldn't get my moves right. Rating : -***

I can be happier if:
~I can just think of the words and it will instantly be posted to my blog.
~I can become invisible and just dive into the pool.
~I can fly to college everyday.
~I can just exercise more control over my spending. (this sounds more realistic than the three mentioned earlier, haha!)
~I can just be more 'rajin'.

The past:
Raya. (Fun. Syukur. Happy. Love. Need to describe more?)
MAPCU TKD tournament. (I wish to see you guys again!)
Mock IELTS. (Listening memang out. Writing apa lagi. Reading ok ker?)
ISAT. (I wish I had more time! ~and a bigger table!!!)
Msian studies' folio ~Royal Institution. (effects of procrastination : ambik kau kena tidoq pukul dua setengah, dah la esok tu test chem... bagus betul! Dah ada chance nak buat kat rumah tak nak buat! Tengok apa jadi ngan test chem haritu?? Hancur lebur! ~slang utara: Hancoq leboq!)Anyway, Alhamdulillah, we were able to submit it on time.
Physics Project ~ Implanted Cardio Defibrillator. (Interesting topic. You should read about it. Note: I guess my classmates and I are all destined to work in the biomedical field. Proof: The questions bombarded to me, athirah and farha are all related to bio and not physics. And of course, during the research, my teammates and I tend to be more interested in the biological side of the ICD, how the electrical system of the heart works and those kind of stuff. Oh yeah, credits to Zubet and Dalia for your willingness to share infos with us!)
Chemistry Class Test 2. (No comment~ Terlalu kecewa dengan diri sendiri)
Unity Song! - The L in We Are The Rakyatlah! Unity!

The future:
Grading.
IELTS. The REAL ielts.
Final Exam.
Chemistry Practical Test.
Human Awareness Essay.

BE POSITIVE.
BE OPTIMISTIC.
BE PREPARED.

As they say:

SAM.
Study atau Mati.



I couldn't agree more.

Salam to all.

KAU!
Ya, kau lah siapa lagi,
Aku selalu kalah,
Kalah dan kalah lagi,
Aku cuba bangun, tapi kau hantam aku bertubi-tubi,
Sakit tau tak?!

Ok fine,
Aku dah jatuh,
Tapi, sebab aku jatuhlah aku boleh bangun balik,
And I promise you I will.

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I want to:

*Play badminton because I love the feeling of hitting the shuttle, especially during 'Smash'.
*Swim because I love the freedom I get underwater.
*Buy a pair of sandal or shoe maybe because I don't want to wear my favourite shoe every single day. I don't like wearing slippers, mind you.
*Finish my Physics project so that I can enjoy life more.
*Eat ikan bakar with lots and lots of sambal.
*Sing my heart out (duet maybe. haha. like that's gonna happen). Only God knows how much I love to sing.
*Kick those thing you kick during taekwondo practice. (They better have the practice tomorrow or I'll.. I'll... erm.. I'll feel sooooooooooooo frustrated)
*End this post so that I can focus on my real reason why I am here in The Web.

Salam to all.

Kakak..
Haah? (menyahut)
Sarah dah meninggal..
Haah? Sarah mana? Sarah yang abang dia nama Anas tu?
Hmm.. (mengiyakan)
Haaa.. (tergamam)
Dia kena accident kereta..

It's hard to swallow that piece of information I just got from my sister. Sarah, a girl I've known about 6 years ago, my junior at my Qiraati I can say..

Bubbly. Cheerful. Always with a smile.

Tau tak, dia selalu tanya Mimi macamana kat sekolah menengah.. Dia cakap dia nak dapat 5A, nak masuk sekolah BJ sama dengan Mimi.. Boleh selalu jumpa Mimi.. Boleh rehat sama-sama..
Yeker..?(I feel like crying, but considering the fact that I was in the car with my whole family, I decided not to)
Dia darjah apa?
Darjah 6.
Yer...? Dia sempat ambik UPSR tak?
Sempat kot.. Tapi tak dapat ambik result lah..
(And tak dapat rasa suasana sekolah menengah yang dia selalu tanya Mimi.. Ya Allah.. Lagilah aku sebak..)

Even as I type this, I still could not digest the fact that she's not here anymore. Why it's so hard for me to do so? Why is it so hard for me to accept the fact that anyone of any age can die? Maybe it's because I didn't see it with my own two eyes.

Sarah was close to Mimi. She would call to ask Mimi if she's going to Mengaji or not. She would call to convey Ustazah's message to Mimi as Mimi could no longer attend Mengaji. I was sometimes the one who picked up the phone.

Selamat tinggal Sarah.
Kak Wany tak sangka Allah jemput Sarah dulu.
Untungnya kau, Sarah. Pergi dalam keadaan suci mengadap-Nya.
Kak Wany harap keluarga Sarah dapat menerima ujian-Nya dengan redha, tabah dan sabar.
Al-Fatihah dari Kak Wany buatmu Sarah.

Salam to all.

What could be worse than horror movies?

What could be worse than no free Internet at CASA?

What could be worse than not wearing closed shoe and not bringing your goggles during Chemistry Lab? *Imagine Mrs. Tan with fire in her eyes, people!* -sorry Mrs. Tan!-

What could be worse than having chilli sauce on your tudung and you didn't notice it until the person you have crush on pointed it to you?

What could be worse than a rainy day and you have no payung and you missed the bus and you have no credit and your poket kering and handphone with battery satu bar?

I have the answer.

ISAT and IELTS.

The End.

Oh sorry.

The horror begins 20th October 2008.

*gULP*

Salam to all.

Proven.
When you put your mind, heart and body to do something, and put your trust to Allah InsyaAllah it will turn out well.

Proven.
Sports help to build intergration.

Proven.
Challenges foster teamwork.

Proven.
Teamwork fosters trust.

Proven.
Trust creates friendship.

Proven.
Friends make me smile.

Dedicated to : Master Tony, Coach Alfred, Coach Kenneth, Athirah, Jimmy, Chee Ken and the whole team.

Salam to all.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!

This is definitely not the Ramadhan I wished it to be...

I've said this again and again, but well, I'm gonna say it one more time!

I miss my Raudhatul Muttaqien!

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Fuuuuuuuuuuuuh...

EAP presentation is over!!!!!

That's the positive side..

The negative one, ermmmmmm..

I think people percieve my topic as boring..

Hoooooooooooh..

(11 Sept 2008)

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Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhh!

Ustazah!

Whyyyyyyyy??? Why must you move to Terengganu???

I really, really enjoy your classes and to tell you the truth, your classes are the ones that I anticipate the most every Monday, Thursday and Friday (especially the second period)..

Learning Islamic Studies in English is FUN!

I will always miss you Ustazah Wan!

(12 Sept 2008)

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Tok, tok masak sedap betul!

Nani paling suka sambal ikan bakar tu!

Memang best!

Seronok tengok semua orang makan ramai-ramai..

=)

(13 Sept 2008)

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Sekian.

Salam to all.

Thanks to Ustazah Wan, I now have a new crush.

'Sami Yusuf'





In my opinion, he looks kinda matured in that video. To view his 'handsome' side, try this link.

Conclusion: Islam does not prohibit musics and songs. As long as they are in line with the Islamic Teachings, they're allowed.

Enjoy it as much as I do!

Salam to all.

Okay, so I've been kinda ungrateful because I complained too much about my daily schedule and think very little of the nice things that happens to me each day.

The fact that I am given the trust to spend the scholarship money for good use.
The fact that I am given two arms and two legs with complete fingers.
The fact that I am given complete set of sensory organs.
The fact that I know that there are a lot of people who cares about me and prays for me after each prayers.

However, I would consider yesterday as a not-so-happy-but-it’s-too-late-for-me-to-do-anything day. (referring to the Maths test result)

Later towards the evening, something nice happened!

The TKD practice was great! All the kicking and kicking and kicking really made me feel a lot better. I didn’t expect to have such energy because I fasted. (Seriously, tak tipu) Next week will be even better because our group will fight against each other! (Sparring) Yeayyyyyyy!

Anyway, I felt uneasy early this morning because of the scheduled Chemistry Test. Alhamdulillah, at least have an idea of what each question wants. But that doesn’t mean that I am confident with all my answers, okay? The allocated 50 minutes was barely enough for me to answer. And you know what, I didn’t even stop for a moment to take a deep breath or anything, and I can really feel my neck stiffened because I was too tensed.

Now, I’m a bit relaxed.

And I hope I will be able to stay that way when I finally get the result.

Have a nice day!

Salam to all.

You know what? My aim today is not to curse inside my heart. (It's not that I do it quite often la, but sometimes you just 'accidently' curse.. Thank god no one heard what's inside your heart and your head...)

Okay, I got my Math's marks already and you should be able to guess what I got. It's somewhere here in this post. Oh yeah, total marks is 44 okay, and that mark will be 70% of the total marks. So yeah, that's about it.

I am feeling so st*p*d, blurr, b*ng*ng, and all the related words.

Call me pathetic.

But you know what? I don't care what you think.

This is MY blog and I can write whatever I want.

I have to say that I've been expecting something like this. Again, I forgot that I am somehow mentally weak. I thought that I can bear this pain <-- macam serious pathetic giler. but somehow I don't.

Like I told you before, here at Taylor's I don't think I have enough time to study. Pegi awal, tunggu bas, balik lambat and all those sort of stuff... And then we have projects la, I**ue An***sis la, presentations la........ And the test this week, next week. Like Whatlaweyhhhhhhhh????

And by the time I reach home, I'm too tired to study...........

Okay okay, I'll stop blaming others. I'll blame myself for not managing my time well.

Lets see:

WHAT I CAN DO TO INCREASE MY STUDY TIME.

1. Take the earliest bus to college. Arrive early and study.
2. Take the last evening bus from college. 6.00 pm. (If I were to be a guy, I will definitely balik pukul 9.15pm)
3. Wash clothes only at weekend. (Negative point- Ampaian akan jadi sangat packed and eventually akan seriously patah sebab semua orang basuh baju on weekends. Solution: Sidai kat depan rumah or atas kerusi kat living hall. Another solution: buy washing machine sebab dia boleh spin and baju won't be that basah.)
4. At home, start and end study session the same time everyday.
5. Avoid distractions at ALL COST. Leave TV behind. Don't go online unless if there is something urgent that needs to be done. Don't visit best friends a.k.a MYDIN and Summit<--yang sangat spooooooooky giler.
6. Don't be so nice to help others during weekends if you can't even help yourself with your studies. (sounds kejam giler)
7. No time to exercise? Just naik turun tangga every evening. There's no use ajak-ing others to play badminton with you because everybody will be busy studying or just too malas to change into long pants, long sleeved T-shirt and tudung. The thing is, boleh je kalau aku nak main basketball sorang-sorang petang-petang tapi aku takut sebab kat sini tak macam Langkawi, where everybody is studying at the same school. And not all students are Malaysians you know.. So, safety wise memang masalah la... Oh wait, I might try skipping.. Hmmm..
8. No use trying to wake up at 4.00 am to study because you will be sleepy whatsoever during class. (Solution: Stick to original plan; sleep at 11.30pm (max) and wake up at 6.00 am.)

Conclusion: I AM MY OWN TROUBLEMAKER. I AM ALSO MY OWN TROUBLESOLVER. I HOPE SO.

P/s: The things that make me smile today are:

Physics Test is POSTPONED!!!!!!
Today is Tae Kwon Do practice!!!!!

P/s/s: Please give me more reasons to smile, okay? I don't want to be older than my age and frowning every second....

Salam to all.

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Aku sangat bahagia,
Aku sangat ceria,
Aku sangat gembira,
Ramadhan kali ini?
InsyaAllah.

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Kita selalu berbuka bersama kan Faiz?
Sama-sama ambil nasi pukul 6 lebih,
Balik bilik rilek-rilek jap,
7 lebih pegi surau..
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Teet, teet, bunyi jam kat surau,
Yes! Dah masuk waktu!
Al-Quran disimpan di raknya kembali,
Lalu, Kurma cap DS segera dikeluarkan,
Alunan lunak Azan si Muazzin,
Membuka selera...
Tapi, kita tak makan dulu kan faiz?
Selepas kurma yang pertama, kedua dan ketiga,
Kita berkejaran ke tempat wudhu',
Dan kemudian ke saf pertama,
Maghrib keutamaan kita,
Baru makan pun senang..
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Aku bersemangat betul nak tarawih,
Terutama sekali kalau Ustaz Wan jadi Imam,
MasyaAllah, merdu sekali Ayat-ayat suci itu dibaca,
Bertambah cinta aku pada KalamNya,
Selawat yang diselang-selikan itu,
Bergema,
Aku rindu sangat!
Lapan rakaat tu tak terasa pun..
Hati tak pernah risau pasai homework yang belum siap,
Add math Analysis? PG?, ahhhhh.. aku letak jauh-jauh,
Kerana aku tahu,
Adakah ia akan tetap sama,
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Kita pernah berbuka kat luar kan korang?
Naik van, berhimpit-himpit, kita ke EE Burger,
Meja disusun panjang, menanti ketibaan cikgu-cikgu tersayang,
Cikgu baik betul, sanggup datang berbuka dengan kita sekelas,
Fiqry, kami semua aminkan doa buka puasa yang kau baca tu..
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Aku akan sentiasa ingat,
Aku akan sentiasa rindu,
Aku nak masa itu berulang lagi,
Lagi dan lagi,
Tapi, masakan Kekasih Allah Muhammad sendiri tak boleh memutar masa,
Inikan aku yang hina..

Ramadhan,
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu..

Salam to all.

I left my RM10 7-E payung at Lecture Theater 7 and not to my surprise, it's GONEEEEEEEEE!

GONE I TELL YOU!!!!!!!!

WARRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!

Anyway, the days that were. (I'm not so sure if that is grammatically correct.. oh well, harini ada EAP..)

Saturday- Faisal Cup!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!
Location: Kelab Aman, Kuala Lumpur.
Responsibility: To take care of the drinking water (as stated on my name tag) but I ended up doing 'Score-recording' of the matches held at Field 3 with Sen.
I had an enjoyable time there, seeing the kids play football, usha-ing here and there (ooopss!), cheering teams (this is my specialty.. haha!) and of course, record the score.
Seriously, memang best!
Interested? Don't worry, there will be another Faisal Cup next year! Be sure to join!

Sunday - Doing homework. Nothing much. Visited 'my best friend' a.k.a. Mydin. Hahahaha.. Bought cabbage instead of salad. Oh yeah, waffles too!

Monday - The DREADED Math Test. What more can I say???

Tuesday - PIZZAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BLAST! Whooho! Loved the 'truth or dare' part! (although there weren't any 'dare')

Wednesday - The English Test. Alhamdulillah, I think I did better than the 'malaysian food vs. fast food' essay. But, definitely not my best essay lah. Briefing on university placements.. Very very helpful.. Tae Kwon Do!!!!!!!!! WahAhAhaAhA! Sir taught us our first 16-step pattern. Not that easy at first, I'm confused about the right and the left leg.. Must practice a lot more. Raining... loved it! Though I have to get a cab to go home..

Thursday - so far so good. Though a bit sleepy during bio and chem. Just a bit only.... Mentor-mentee session with Ms. Piriya was a good way to dig her secrets... hehehehe.. (just joking, Ms. Piriya! Don't deduct my marks because I'm not sure if I can get more than ten.... )


The Web, 1251hours.

Salam to all

*PART ONE.

1. Are you allowed to have a BF/GF?
No. And I don't mind either.

2. Describe yourself in one sentence.
I am an enthusiastic person, who sometimes prefer to just stay quiet.

3. Who would you pick? The one who you really love or the one who really loves you?
*same as Izaty's answer*

4. Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
I've said it out loud to my mom and dad. I've even said that to my sweetheart Aj**f.

5. Does it feel good to love?
YES. Love multiplies when you give it to someone, right?

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven *Layak ke aku ni???*, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
See you soon!

7. What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
Ok then. Have it your way. *said in Wany's style*

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Yeah, but no elaborations needed okay?

9. What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
That person must learn how to be grateful. *cakap kat diri sendiri*

10.What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
Please don't be that cheap okay?


*PART TWO.

1. Best place to cry?
Anywhere when you're alone.

2. Who do you love the most?
Mum, dad, mimi, naim, aj**f.......

3. Tell us your dream last night?
I dreamt that I missed subuh prayers. Astaghfirullahalazim..

4. Ever hated someone so bad?
yeah. but not for long la.

5. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
nothing that I can remember.

6. The last person you had a beer with?
Nauzubillah.

7. Went to the movies with?
Ikha and Lynn!

8. Talked on the cell phone with?
Mum of course!

9. You yelled at?
too many to count.. hohohoho.

10.In the last week have you kissed someone?
No. But I hope to kiss my mom and dad this weekend!

11.Danced crazy?
Waktu ladies night?

12.Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
As soon as I finished doing that crazy math test.

13.If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
A time machine?

14.If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
ISS? Hahaha! Okayla, Makkah and Madinah.

15.Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
no. but I wished to.

16.Are you old fashioned?
Yeah,no, sometimes.

17.What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
never tried so no comment lah.

18.What is the thing that you wish all the people in the world to know about you?
When I'm quiet, doesn't mean that I'm not sociable.
When I'm away from you, and didn't give you a call, doesn't mean that I forget you.
When I look away from you, doesn't mean that I hate you.
When I'm offering you something to eat, that means that I'm honouring you.
When I smile, I hope to bring a smile to your face too!

19.5 facts about me:
*loves to eat waffle -inti planta kaya-*
*crazy about watermelon*
*fancy authentic Nike*
*supports Chelsea, but don't really know its players and never watch their battle*
*it's seriously easy for you to melt my heart*

20.7 things i always use:
*clothes*
*thumbdrive*
*pen*
*foolscap paper*
*money?*
*kad ATM*
*microwave*

That's all for now. Sebenarnya tak dak mood pun nak tulis.. tapi, mengenangkan hujan-mate ku yang menge*tag*ku, jadi tulis la jugak... *tengoklah betapa SAYANGNYA aku kat ko, izaty!*