A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

Did you guys notice that little blue button on the right of this page that says [Help give free books to children]?

Have you ever took a moment to actually click it? (or maybe have the littlest intention of doing so?)

If you do, then good-lah!

My teacher sent me an email some time in October I guess, introducing me to a site which gives us, the Internet users, a chance to help others in need with just a click.

Sounds fishy huh? Well, do check their Common Questions page.

Salam to all.

Final Exam is over.. (and mind you, the result is not Nadia-like, but to tell you the truth, I improved quite a lot, especially in Maths -which I used to h*te-)

And so is IELTS. (I'm grateful that the topic for the Writing test was manageable, and Alhamdulillah, I can concentrate during the Listening and Reading tests. However, the Speaking test is rated as 'the worst ever' Just for the record, my topic was 'advice'. Moral of the story, 'Warm up is definitely a must in a speaking test'.)

We still have to go to college and other than practicing for the performance tomorrow, I couldn't find anything to do. I have choices though, but I seem not to be in the mood to do anything nor to stay quiet. I'm a very complex person, I know.

Then something struct me.

Am I studying just for the sake of Exam?

(Points for writing an Arguementative Essay)

Proposition.
- Yes, because I tend to let go of books after major exams.

Opposition.
- No, because I still 'read' something and try to get my brain exercised... (Am I really?)

My stand.
Yes, based on the validity of the fact pointed by the proposition, I am studying for the sake of Exam.

This is not a good sign.

How am I to become an excellent doctor if I just study for the sake of passing Exams with flying colours?

Astaghfirullah.

Okay, on a less serious tone, I have finished watching the 'Hanazakari no Kimitachi e' special.

Comments.

1. Sano,I HATE your new hairstyle. Man, that seriously made me love you less. Putting that aside, I find you very charming especially when you convinced Julia that you really love Mizuki. And of course, the plot towards the ending...
2. The part where Nakao kissed Nanba-senpai was really funnyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
3. I used to like Kagurazaka, but, God, this one part where he made lunch for Sano was really, ee yewwwwww...!
4. I love Nakatsu's mother's overcoat.
5. The time when Sano dived into the water to save Mizuki and later perform the CPR on her was the only, I repeat, the only, time when I think I see Sano speaks with full enthusiasm. Seriously, his other lines were like so 'I-have-gold-in-my-mouth-and-I-don't-want-to-talk-to-you-and-I'm-actually-talking-because-I-have-no-choice' kind of thing. You'll get me if you watch Hana Kimi.
6. I wondered why is there only four people graduating??
7. As much as I love to see a sequel to this special episode, I don't think the continuation will be that 'happening'. I'm guessing it will be something like 'Meteor Garden II'. Of course, I could be wrong. (And I'm actually hoping that I'm wrong)..
8. I love Hana kimi because this story is so comical, sometimes defies logic and revolves around school. (Not to forget the chaming guys, of course!)
9. Overall, the plot is quite mixed up and takes a while for you to digest the infos.. Nevertheless, this episode really cheers me up! Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that I just love their sports attire!!!

Things to look forward to:

1. Dinner.
2. Follow me Musical.
3. Hari Raya Haji.
4. Removal of my braces.
5. Dinner at Eq.
6. Hospital attachments.
7. Trip to Kelantan.
8. Searching infos for Human Awareness Essay.

It feels good to write. Yeahhhhhhhh!

I'm not a nerd, okay.

Salam to all.

Okay, so next week will be the Final Exam week.

And then IELTS.

And then activity week.

Oh, all the best to 'pejuang-pejuang SPM 2008'.

Congratulations Naim for getting second place.

What about now?
What about today?

When you're in a fight, what is going on in your head?

Are you determined to win?

Or try not to lose?

What do you think President Obama?

Salam to all.

I am..

Happy:
~because I just love to be happy. Rating : ???
~because my -dreaded- physics presentation is over! Rating : ***
~because no more M'sian studies' folio! Rating : ***
~because I enjoyed doing the shooting for M'sian studies' video!! Rating : ***
~because tomorrow is Sunday. Rating: **
~because I'm not addicted to any TV show, anime (except Hanakimi, especially their OST) whatsoever. Rating:*

Frustrated:
~because my Chem test is seriously teruk lahhhhhhhhhhh! Rating : -****
~because I have not the time to write here in my nearly dusty blog as often as I used to. Rating :-**
~because the sole of my newly-bought shoe has cracked. Rating :-***
~because the Hanakimi special edition video loads toooooooooooooooooooooooooo slow. Rating: -***
~because I couldn't get my moves right. Rating : -***

I can be happier if:
~I can just think of the words and it will instantly be posted to my blog.
~I can become invisible and just dive into the pool.
~I can fly to college everyday.
~I can just exercise more control over my spending. (this sounds more realistic than the three mentioned earlier, haha!)
~I can just be more 'rajin'.

The past:
Raya. (Fun. Syukur. Happy. Love. Need to describe more?)
MAPCU TKD tournament. (I wish to see you guys again!)
Mock IELTS. (Listening memang out. Writing apa lagi. Reading ok ker?)
ISAT. (I wish I had more time! ~and a bigger table!!!)
Msian studies' folio ~Royal Institution. (effects of procrastination : ambik kau kena tidoq pukul dua setengah, dah la esok tu test chem... bagus betul! Dah ada chance nak buat kat rumah tak nak buat! Tengok apa jadi ngan test chem haritu?? Hancur lebur! ~slang utara: Hancoq leboq!)Anyway, Alhamdulillah, we were able to submit it on time.
Physics Project ~ Implanted Cardio Defibrillator. (Interesting topic. You should read about it. Note: I guess my classmates and I are all destined to work in the biomedical field. Proof: The questions bombarded to me, athirah and farha are all related to bio and not physics. And of course, during the research, my teammates and I tend to be more interested in the biological side of the ICD, how the electrical system of the heart works and those kind of stuff. Oh yeah, credits to Zubet and Dalia for your willingness to share infos with us!)
Chemistry Class Test 2. (No comment~ Terlalu kecewa dengan diri sendiri)
Unity Song! - The L in We Are The Rakyatlah! Unity!

The future:
Grading.
IELTS. The REAL ielts.
Final Exam.
Chemistry Practical Test.
Human Awareness Essay.

BE POSITIVE.
BE OPTIMISTIC.
BE PREPARED.

As they say:

SAM.
Study atau Mati.



I couldn't agree more.