A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

Avatar was awesome!! But I think some scenes are not convincing enough. More storyline should be added. Whatever la, banyak comment pulak. I want my own flying animal thingy!!

And yeah, I found some common things between SACE and Avatar.

1. 3 hours was like heh? It's like.. ohh.. dah 3 jam?? *which is a good sign for Avatar but -shaking head violently macam nak tercabut- for SACE*
2. Both took place in a 'Hall' and mind you, we have designated seats in both. =.='
3. We enter Avatar world, we turn blue. If Avatar=SACE, then, we enter SACE, we turn blue.

1. We entered Avatar hall feeling : I'm ready to enjoy this thing. I entered SACE hall feeling : I'm ready to die.
2. We left Avatar hall feeling : OMG, That was cool @ what la that movie, phua chu kang also better. I left SACE hall feeling : Expressionless. Blank. Nada. All three plus kecut perut.
3. We VOLUNTARILY entered Avatar hall. Need I say more about SACE?

Salam to all.

My wise father once said, 'If you don't read, you can't write'.

Well, well, what do you know.. AS ALWAYS, he's right. hurmph.

Now, can you guess why I haven't posted a thing here since the last 168++ hours? And yes people, it IS a BIG deal!

Har. Har.

If you could just scroll down (please, I insist) *allowing time for you to scroll down* andd HERE HERE *in case you don't know where you've stopped* you would have noticed the pink rectangle with the words 'Still slowly munchin' above it. That's suppose to be the book I'm currently reading.

Well, if any of you even care to notice, I haven't change it since the last 3 weeks.
Hmmm. I need to start reading a more 'moving' story.

Anyway, do you know that the capital of Hungary is Budapest and Hungarians use Forint?

Well, at least you can say you learn something from here. Har. Har.

And I enjoyed this article very very much. :D

Salam to all.

Just for the sake of writing, do you know that there are at least 23 english words that can be made using the letters in 'nasi lemak'?

Sekian, harap maklum.

*Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Bijaksana.

**3:200, 65:2,3 , 27:19, 46:15.

Salam to all.

Let's just skip the intro.

Alhamdulillah!! My TER is 96.95.

Thank you Thank you Thank you to mom, dad, Ms. Koh & Ms. Param (Biology), Ms. Ina & Ms.Tan & (Physics), Ms. Ting (ESL), Ms. Tan & Mr. Yap (Chemistry), and Ms. Piriya (mentor & Maths), family, J208, friends and everyone!

Fuh. *wipes sweat*

Glad that's over.

Now, University matters. Ya Allah, please give us the best of everything. Amiin.

//Please please Auckland!

Salam to all.

Angkat kaki... Tinggi tinggi.. Masuk hutan.. Ha Ha Ha Ha.. Ha ha ha ha.. (tak tahan gelak betul nyanyi-nyanyi ikut Pak Mus sambil angkat angkat kaki) Pak Mus, oh saya sudah rindu!

Bee. Tea. End. Yeah. I'm now a Kem Bina Negara Meru Kursus Kenegaraan's graduate. Woohoo!
To be honest la kan, I was actually looking forward to this camp because of two reasons. First, I want to borak borak with my friends, second, I want to know what's so 'dangerous' about BTN? Why is it such a big deal in the media?

So, due to the first reason, I was happy to be there at Taylor's in the early morning of 7th December. :) Boom bam boom bam, I checked-into Magma 1 with Faiz and Athirah plus 5 other people. Best kot 1 bilik untuk kitorang 8 orang je!! This is the hikmah of not having a matress on my bed in Wira 2, I can definitely see that.

Anyway, the first day starts with 2 talks or ceramah. (Somehow, the 'ceramah' were not called 'ceramah'. They were rebranded as 'Pembentangan Kertas Kerja'. A way not to promote 'ceramah.mode.initiated' I guess :p)

Both the Pembentangan Kertas Kerja were okay; meaning that I didn't fall asleep. The second one is a deeper version of Form 5 Sejarah textbook. It's a good thing they let us know about the 'Ujian', it kinda made me focus and not let my mind fly~ It's funny that we have to sing Menara Bangsa before the ceramah though, but well, ikut je lah kan?

First night, more to music. An instrumental patriotic song was played and we have to act like a conductor conducting an orchestra. Yuhin was one of the conductor that lead the guys all through the second song, Waheeda's Mazataro. Cayalah Yuhin! Then, grouped into groups. Got trouble finding the name list. Heh. Ended up in Group 8 with Atika, Reedo, Adilah, Nadhirah, Hidayah, Sharifah, Amir, Amar, Irfan, Faisal, Rhymie and Azlan. Was given 'Malaysia Tanah Airku' as a task.

2nd day. The naik bendera and dreaded KAWAD. Simple je but I couldn't get it right. Heh. Whateverlah. Then, the LDK. Our group's facilitator was Mejar Asharie. Nice, patient and on top of all, knowledgable. Hebat.

LDK 2: Choosing the shape thingy. I chose the Square.
LDK 3: Called 'Aku Tahu'. But like Tuan Kamal said, it revealed that 'Aku TIDAK Tahu'. So true.
LDK 4: Rumah Pusaka.
LDK 5:The shillings of Priority <--senang hati je letak nama.
LDK 6:Discussing LDK 5.
LDK 7: Bingo! (Yeahhhhhh, my group B won!! Woohoo! -Atika, Amar, Reedo, Hidayah, Amir-)
LDK 8: Free & Easy.

Yeah, the LDK was definitely NOT like I imagined. No treasure hunt or games -except the Bingo!- and we just stayed inside Dinamik 2 all throughout the 7 2hour-session of LDKs. Glad I survived without syahid~~ But then again, I enjoyed the discussion because I get to see things from many points of view and learn how to convince others. Of course, there're elements of Kenegaraan involved.

The last night, LDK 9. The Best Night. The presentation of songs (I DON'T WANT to remember Tn. Asharie as the MC.. =.='), the Batu, the Tugu and the Video. At the start of the Batu, memang kecut perut dengar suara fasi.. (Gkah's fasi). I was blurr during the start of The Batu and later, I was really touched by this; Kadang kala, penyelesaian kepada sesuatu masalah itu adalah dengan memberi. T.T And then, the Tugu. Smart ohhhhhhhhh, tugu!!! :D Terbaikkkkkkkk! The singing of songs represented the time of peace, the Batu represented the time of penjajahan and the Tugu represented the struggle for independence. Hebat. The video made me appreciate the peace our Malaysia now enjoys. I seriously hope Malaysia will always be peaceful and progressive. I don't want the Palestine situation to continue and I don't want any of us to experience that. Ever.

The first evening, the girls we given bola tampar while the guys did the abseiling. We played bola beracun, galah panjang, pepsi cola and bola tampar. :) The second evening, the girls did the abseiling. Lama dah tak buat, so kinda cuak. But bila turun, tak susah pun, Alhamduillah. :D
Had one of those roomate's moments with Kina during the decend. Haha. I want to do MORE! The last evening, we did the Kembara. Not that mencabar, really. Just walk through the 'forest'.. My group nearly got lost when we followed a different trail which later turned out to be a short cut. Once we lose track of the yellow marker, we turned back and found the real trail, thanks to another group.

The maghrib and subuh tazkirah were mainly about Bersyukur or being Grateful. Ustaz Khoirul was funny, haha. Really miss moments like this.

The Ujian, okay la I guess. Not that tough, but surely not that easy. After that, the majlis penutup. Pak Rani, as usual, made me laugh a LOT! I don't recall everything I 'bebel-ed' on stage, =.=' but I hope I wasn't crapping too much. Did I? Oh =.="


Overall, okay. Above expectation actually. (Because thanks to past experience, media and some friends, BTN was said to be brainwash camps with political agenda).
Well, if you ask me, who went through BTN for 4 days 3 nights, I'm proud to say that I love my country more. I feel the need to excel and to play my part in ensuring positive development of Malaysia. I feel obligated to say thank you to the pejuang bangsa of yesterday and today by doing my job; study hard and smart.

To you out there who said that BTN is of political agenda because political parties and issues were discussed, I would say : Of course la. We learnt about how our country gain independence, of course we cannot escape stories about UMNO, MCA, MIC, and stuff. And do I feel inclined towards a certain political ideology? I think not. I'm free to decide what I want to choose. I just want a harmonious country to live in, full of respect and trust, no misunderstanding, no ridiculous and stupid comments and actions whatsoever. If you can give me that, no doubt I'll choose you. Before that, please come to me with a Sijil Kursus Kenegaraan okay?

All in all, I had great time there. Tuan Asharie, Tuan Kamal, Pak Rani, Pak Mus, Pak Ya, Pak Dol and the whole team, thank you! You guys are GREAT and very dedicated. May Allah bless all of you always.

I enjoyed the time I spent there with my groupmates and classmates particularly Athirah, Atika, Faizah, and Sen. Sayang anda!

May cEndOl dUriaN always keep in touch!

Salam to all.

Cecilia Ahern and Dan Brown are no stranger in MPH's Top 10 bestseller's list and not surprisingly, other bestseller's list around the globe. 'Apa yang best sangat?' sparked my interest to read and this is what I think of some of their creative work.

The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown.

Slower, is a word to describe it. To me, Angels and Demons (A&D) gave more chills and thrills. It's not fair to judge this novel based on its sister novel, but well, people tend to make their first encounter as a benchmark for everything else. Yes, I would recommend reading A&D first because it's the prequel to Da Vinci but I kinda feel a lil bit disappointed because Da Vinci has less 'action' that I anticipated out of Brown's novel. Da Vinci explores more deeply into historical information *Call me a skeptic~* but I find some of them quite interesting, like the secret messages behind Mona Lisa and The Last Supper. Da Vinci shares one major similarity with A&D, though and *Spoiler Alert!!* it involves the word trust. I have to admit that I'm more interested in following the trail of clues and finding the location of the treasure than to read about the Knight's Templar and all the stuff in between. *Spoiler Alert!!* At first I thought that the location would not be revealed, but regardless whether it's true or not, I felt relieved knowing that the mystery is solved. The title.. yes, definitely there's a connection to the story but the cover.. hmmm.. I don't know, too monotonous? But then again, like the moral of the story, Don't judge a book by its Cover!
Language: 3 out of 5.
Overall rating : 3.5 out of 5.


Where Rainbows End by Cecilia Ahern.

'One-of-a-kind' definitely describes this novel. I'm amazed that a 'flowing' story can actually be told in a series of letters, emails, chatroom messages, etc, etc.. The first person point of view actually gives an extra emotional feeling to some of the stuff, particularly the letter from Alex to Rosie. The characters are funny and they really showed the true meaning of love. This novel doesn't constrict love to just the two-person relationship but also highlighted family love, friendship love, employer-employee love and teacher-student love (okay, just a lil bit la). As lovely as how the story ends however, I DO NOT want this as my story, thank you very much. Why? *Spoiler Alert* It took them SO LONG to be happy and before that is achieved, her life is so.. so.. so full of unfortunate events! The message is quite similar to that of P.S. I Love You; you MUST get up after every fall.
Language : 2 out of 5.
Overall rating: 4 out of 5.


The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown.

This is my third experience reading Brown's novel and somehow I sensed that the writing style is a little bit different. This one has more monologue (and I admit to skip the ones I find boring) and there are more female characters (Ironically, there's no trace of sparks whatsoever. Not that I'm disappointed or anything..). Anyway, perhaps due to my lack of background knowledge about the Masons and buildings of Washington D.C. that I find it harder to maintain interest in the the main storyline. I loved reading about the Noetic Science, though. To me it's just WOW although I have to keep reminding myself that I'm reading a novel and not a science text to 100% believe what was mentioned. In the novel it says that when yogis are in deep meditation, a waxlike substance can be produced from the pineal gland. The substance has incredible healing effect and can regenerate cells.. One thing keeps popping in my mind is the relationship between the quality of concentration in solat (khusyu') and the effect on our body. That is why we have to khusyu' in solat... Reading this book in a certain way does help to increase our imaan. But then again, in my frank opinion, a certain precaution needs to be taken so that there won't be any slightest thought in our mind that is against the teachings of Islam as this novel deals with a human wanting to become god and stuff like that.
Language : 3 out of 5.
Overall rating: 3 out of 5.

P/s: From now on, this will be my criteria for rating a book;

Language: 1 (very easy, easier than language used in daily conversation and reading); 2 (easy, like the language used daily); 3 (so-so, can survive without dictionary) ; 4 (hard, a dictionary is helpful in understanding the storyline) ; 5 (very hard, either it is too scientific or too linguistic or maybe it's a totally different language)

Overall rating : 1 (not recommended at all, don't waste your time on this book); 2 (not so recommended, you can read it if you want but it's definitely not worth to spend your money on it. Just download the pdf format if you really want to read it) ; 3 (acceptable, but I've read better books) ; 4 (recommended, well-developed storyline, enjoyable, makes me realise something I haven't ); 5 (highly recommended, worth every cent! )

Oh by the way, I'm looking forward to Bee Tea End!!! Mwahahaha!!

Salam to all.



I hate that part the most.

Salam to all.

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Ya Allah, I hope that short visit to Your House and the Prophet's will not be the last.
I miss it so much.

May this Aidiladha be filled with gratitude and love.

Salam Aidiladha everyone!

1. Find the Trump Card by Ivanka Trump
2. Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki
3. The Malay Dilemma by Mahathir Mohamed -introduced by Qyairil-
4. After Dark by Haruki Murakami -stuck to it while trial reading at Borders, :)-
5. Lifeline by CJ Lyon -impulse buying, hoho-
6. The Gift by Cecilia Ahern -nice cover, haha-
7. The Book of Tomorrow by Cecilia Ahern
8. Where Rainbows End by Cecilia Ahern -borrowed from Wahida-
9. Have a Little Faith by Mitch Albom
10. Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom - recommended by Zaty-
11. In the Kitchen by Monica Ali
12. Mercy by Jodi Picoult
13. My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult -recommended by Zaty-
14. Witch of Portobello by Paulo Coelho -recommended by Zaty-
15. Kafka On the Shore by Haruki Murakami -introduced by Najah-
16. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen -recommended by Dalia-
17. The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
18. The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown -introduced by Amir-
19. Deception Point by Dan Brown
20. Digital Fortress by Dan Brown

Okay, so the list is kinda long. I'm not sure if I can finish it~

Now for the movie:

1. Mr. Magoo -revisit-
2. The Shawshank Redemption -revisit-
3. Law Abiding Citizen -introduced by Kina-
4. Hercules
5. Pocahontas
6. Game Plan
7. A Walk to Remember -revisit-
8. The Matrix
9. X-Men
10. Sweeney Todd
11. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
12. Daddy Day Care -revisit-
13. The Lion King
14. Tarzan -revisit-
15. 50 First Dates
16. Marley and Me
17. P.S I love you
18. Twilight
19. New Moon
20. High School Musical 1,2,3
21. Transformers -revisit-
22. Mr. & Mrs. Smith
23. Ayat-ayat Cinta -revisit-
24. Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

:)

P/s: Oh God! Eric is SUPER DUPER charming!!!!!

-Me super duper melts oh!-

Salam to all.

According to Answers.com, the first meaning of 'guy' is:

A rope, cord, or cable used to steady, guide, or secure something.

So who said you can't buy yourself a guy?

Salam to all.

Alhamdulillah. I'm finally home people! Will I be missing Casa? Hmm.. Maybe. One thing for sure, I'll be missing my freedom...

Hope my classmates are enjoying their stay at PD... Despite the rain..

:)

And do have fun at the corroboree, you guys!!! But well, everything has a limit right?
Macam sedih pulak tak pegi.. Too traumatised with the previous one kot, haha.. Itsokay, I'm gonna make sure I'll dress like a princess for my wedding, lagi lawa dari dress Sen mwahaha!!

I don't know how my holiday's gonna work out. I don't mind staying at home, though. Haha.

Anyway, I try not to waste my holiday like I used to. (Ok fine, I've said this for my other holidays as well.. Hopefully, this time'll be a lil bit of an improvement.. Amiin)

Oh, Come Home sangat best! :)
I will give myself one month, until December 16.

I think I've fallen pretty hard. T.T And I hate it.

Salam to all.

Exactly at 2.40pm, 11th of November 2009, at C27, Mr. Munintharan officially declared, 'Alright, please put your pen down.'.

And to me, it's the official MERDEKA announcement.

Freedom! Freedom? *terbingung sebentar*

Putting that aside, right after the exam, my mind was so cluttered.

To put in simple words : Solat zohor, signed the invoice, attended Euclid's ceremony, photo session -peace!-,passed the ticket to a Leo, Solat Asar, took the uniform from Albert, searched for a kedai laundry, found one but then remembered that Dad had once sent his clothes there and was charged super duperly expensive (because it turned out to be a dry cleaning service), walked walked walked in my favourite pair of white baju kurung and my sister's black flat, found a kedai dobi but turned out to be closed, walk some more and found a nice kedai dobi. Was charged RM4.OO for 1.5kg (a discount of RM1.00, mind you), kept the reciept to charge Albert later, walked some more and reached a bookstore. Bought The Da Vinci Code for RM 17.95, and went to ECA to peras ugut claim the RM 4.00. But Albert's not there selamatlah dia harini and so chatted with Ms. Shirley for a while. Took my two certs from her and then.. wait, where issit ah? In my pocket? No. In my bag? No. Haaaaahhhh! Where issit! Where's my life phone?

oHHHHHHHH!

And so, I traced my steps and tried my luck at the kedai dobi. Alhamdulillahhhh! Nasib baik ada. Thank you auntie, Thank you uncle! May your kedai will always be prosperous!

And then, walked to Main Campus and here I am, typing these letters on the keyboard, at where else? The Web, duh!

So what's next?

Tomorrow:

Settle Tkd Club's account, return library books, pay fine T.T, return tkd uniform, peras ugut claim money from Albert, meet Mr Lim, meet Kak Lynn, andddddd SUNWAYYYYY!

Of course:

My holiday plan:

Doa, doa dan doa.
Work with Ayah Dee at Pesta Penang for the third consecutive year. *In serious need of $$$*
Take up lessons.
Lepak.
Chill.
Relax.
Berehat.

Salam to all.

I will always hold on to these two verses in the Al-Quran.

Surah At-Talaq verse 2-3.

Encikpeperiksaansayaamatgembirakeranakitaakanberpisahtidaklamalagi.Tetapisayaagakgerununtukberjumpaanak encikiaituencikkeputusan.Sekiansariberitautama.

P/S: Chemistry. I love you but you're the hardest for me to score.

Salam to all.

Okay, so I'm breaking my promise of not writing until my final is over. Ok whatever.

I can't resist it. Mwahaha. ha. ha.

My classmates and I had lunch together at Smashed Chicken. Yeah, smashed as in penyet.

Ok sheesh. The idea dah cabut lari. Next timelah.

*********

The wind blows,
Very softly, just lightly touching me,
I breathed in,
Slowly, my eyes shut.

The ground under my feet, I'm sure,
But definitely my mind is flying,
Just yesterday, I crossed this road I'm sure,
But now well, I crossed this road goodbye.

-kina ni spoil lah baru nak feel sket in writing poem thanks for the lapotp anyway-

Salam to all.

US: My cousin seems to be enjoying herself pretty well. Glad not to hear or see her crying. Haha. (Ikha, ingat tau T-shirt I *heart* Michigan tu!)

Canada: Some are walking on snow-covered paths. Some are working hard for their mid-terms. Some complained about the weather. Some I didn't have a chance to ask how they're doing.

India: My God! It's their first week and they're already dissecting cadavers! Coolllll!

Malaysia: Some are trying hard not to fall asleep on Biology textbook. And Chemistry notes. And Math's past year papers. And Physix's printed powerpoint slides. And during English discussion. Enough said.

Alhamdulillah, I got the conditional offer from Auckland. I can't believe that I can actually come up to this stage. I was late for the English test. But glad I passed that and got the interview. Alhamdulillah, the interview went well (a nice mix of Mom's black shirt, Dalia's pink scarf and my new pair of slacks, =p).Way better than Monash's, JCU's and Newcastle's. Thanks Dr. Jensen and Dr. Perry for making me feel at ease.. =)

And then the dilemma. UTAS's deadline for accepting the conditional offer was 12th October. I felt undecided. UTAS's definitely got some strong plus points : 5 years, no interview, cool weather.. But then, if I were to accept UTAS, I wouldn't be able to accept any other offers, IF I can get more offers. Auckland's interview result was said to be released next week (probably on the 21st October, instead of this week). I was so scared if it turned out to be a case of 'yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran'. What if I decline UTAS and I didn't get Auckland? What if I accept UTAS and got an offer from Auckland? Just accept UTAS first and then change to Auckland. Well, it's not gonna be easy I think. Dealing with MARA and all those stuff. What if MARA doesn't approve? MARA will just issue one affidavit, that's what I've been told. MARA can just say: Hah, duduk je la kat UTAS tu, once they've issued me the affidavit. But then, going to New Zealand had been my dream ever since I got the letter from MARA to do SAM at Taylor's! (The letter dated June 2008 said: Program: Perubatan (Australia/New Zealand)!!!)

At last, I made the decision not to accept UTAS. Waiting for the email from Selset was like haaaaaahhhhh.. Will I get a rejection email? Or waiting list?

But Alhamdulillah, I went to Selset with my friends just now and all of us are offered places Auckland. I take this as Allah's way of motivating me to work harder. InsyaAllah, if Allah destined Auckland to cross my path, then nothing can stop His arrangements. And I must remember that the opposite can happen too. Everything is in His hands. What we like might not be the best for us. What seemed unacceptable to us at the beginning, might be the best things that could have ever happened. I must keep an open mind. Just work hard, pray hard and leave it to him. He knows what I don't. To all my friends, thank you. I know you guys prayed for me too. I hope all of us can soar high up in the air. I know we all can.

Salam to all.

To Nur Syazwany: Jangan jadi kiasu.

Salam to all.

Alhamdulillah, Allah had granted one of my prayers. For the past few days I've been praying for His guidance and for me to be really firm in my decision, whatever that may be. And I believe this is it. I am declining UTAS.

Mom said she's okay with it. Dad said that I must learn to make my own decision. And be FIRM with it.

Maturity? People who are close to me might think that I'm the kinda 'happy-go-lucky' person and way beyond reaching normal people-of-my-age's maturity level. But to me, maturity means the ability to make a decision, stick to it and ready to accept the consequences.
Even if you're 30++ but still unable to make a decision about your life, I think that you're still immature. That's my personal opinion, though. Hmmm.. I think I'm a bit matured today. Haha.

Oh, I just realised that one of Hujan's song (that's been in my mp3 for so long but I haven't actually listened to it) sangat best. =) Well, I Just want You to Know~

Salam to all.

At times like these, I must really hold on to 3:200.

(يَـٰٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُواْ ٱصۡبِرُواْ وَصَابِرُواْ وَرَابِطُواْ وَٱتَّقُواْ ٱللَّهَ لَعَلَّكُمۡ تُفۡلِحُونَ (٢٠٠

O ye who believe! persevere in patience and constancy: vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah; that ye may prosper. (200) (Surah Ali-Imran)

And 65:2-3

(وَمَن يَتَّقِ ٱللَّهَ يَجۡعَل لَّهُ ۥ مَخۡرَجً۬ا (٢

( وَيَرۡزُقۡهُ مِنۡ حَيۡثُ لَا يَحۡتَسِبُ‌ۚ وَمَن يَتَوَكَّلۡ عَلَى ٱللَّهِ فَهُوَ حَسۡبُهُ ۥۤ‌ۚ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ بَـٰلِغُ أَمۡرِهِۦ‌ۚ قَدۡ جَعَلَ ٱللَّهُ لِكُلِّ شَىۡءٍ۬ قَدۡرً۬ا (٣


And for those who fear Allah, He (ever) prepares a way out (2) And He provides for him from (sources) he never could imagine. And if anyone puts his trust in Allah, sufficient is (Allah) for him. For Allah will surely accomplish His purpose: verily, for all things has Allah appointed a due proportion. (3) (Surah At-Talaq)

Sheesh. I just hate myself. I just can't seem to push myself to be better. Stupidity! Argh! Aku dah penat markah rendah!!!!!!!!!!! Like what tha? 1A je?!! Berangan nak gi Auckland. Dia nak 97 tau tak?! At least 3 A19, 2 A18. Ni satu A jer. A17 je pun. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Alhamdulilah dapat UTAS & JCU. Requirement tak setinggi Auckland but still giler la jugak dengan tahap trial yang bengong camni. Penat la. Penat giler.

Salam to all.

Semangat semangat. Keluar rumah. Naik lif. Oppps, terlupa beg lagi satu. Pergila ambil. Turun lif balik. Lari Lari. Kina, mana kamu? Jumpa kereta Kina. Lari lari, screech, terjatuh, bahagian lutut seluar terkoyak. Jeans favourite pulak tu. Adeyh. At last, pakai seluar taekwondo the whole day. Nasib baik harini ada training. Haha. What a day.

Salam to all.

Exactly on the 7th day of Syawal, Allah called Che Azlan to meet Him.

My dearest Ayah Lae, the one who always has a smile on his face. Seriously, I've never ever seen him got mad. And he is undeniably a very generous person.

The news of his death was really a shock.

At about 5 am of 26th September, I woke up, performed the Isya' prayers because I was too tired the night before. Just as I finised my prayers, my phone rang. And it was Suja.

Suja calling me at 5 am in the morning?! This must be a bad news...

And indeed it was. "Nani, ayah lae dah takde.."

"Haah?!"

And suddenly, Tok Ayah came to my mind. Tok Ayah passed away 10 days after the Raya of 2005, just to let you know.

The original plan on that day was to go to Subang Jaya because we have to send Kak Nur to KLIA on Sunday (and because I have the tournament). But at about 7.00 ++ am, we headed for Kelantan instead.

We stopped at Batu Melintang (10.30 ++am if I'm not mistaken) so that Daddy and all of us can have proper breakfast. And then the journey continued. From 12.00pm onwards, Ayah Dee kelantan, Ayah Dee penang and Suja kept calling us, asking where we were at the moment. Pressure built up. Ayah Lae was about to be honoured with the Solat Jenazah at his house already but we're still struggling to enter Kota Bharu. The traffic jam was such a bummer!

We arrived minutes after Ayah Lae was taken to Masjid Langgar. At Ayah Lae's house, Che Ni appeared calm but I can see the sadness in her eyes. One thing I couldn't stand was Hussin and Hassan. I've never seen them like this. They're no longer crying but the redness in their eyes was enough to tell the story.

I don't know how mum would have felt. She couldn't even say a proper goodbye to her dear brother. All I saw was her red eyes and red nose.

This is from Suja's point of view.

Tok We said "aku ingak mu nak jaga aku azlae...tapi mu gi dulu....".

May Ayah Lae be among the Solihin and may Allah give physical and mental strength to Che Ni and family, Tok We and all of those dear to Ayah Lae.

Al-fatihah.
Thank you.

Salam to all.

Somehow, I found this.

What's that, you asked? Well, I am one of the person who posted something on that forum, particularly that page. (See if you can guess which one is me, haha!)

God, SPM seems like so far away. Like a history that is sooo erm, history....

*Deep breath*

Oh, can a 12 become an 18 in just a month?
Please somebody answer that. T_T

By the way, I personally think that Jesse McCartney's songs are getting more and more mengarut. All time favourite: Just so you know. <--T.T Dedicated to ... =). Haih, macam la dia tahu...
And Miley, please, don't you know that children look up to you?

Salam to all.

Ok. I'm so like freakin' scared. This can go wrong. That can go wrong. Hoooooohhhhhhhh...

MAPCU 2009 Taekwondo Tournament.

Oh. Ya Allah please let whatever happens be the best thing that could ever happen. Innaka Anta Al-alimun Hakim. Rabbana yassirna wala tuassirna ya Karim. Allahumma Sallim Sallim.

We can just plan. Only You can make it happen.

This year's a bit crazee. Maybe because I'm Taylor's coordinator.

Hoping for the best!

Salam to all.

Alhamdulillah, raya was great!

Friday night - Started our journey to the land of Cik Siti Wan Kembang after the Friday prayers. Weather was fine, not too hot, not too cold. Stopped at Belum Resort ( a nice new hotel located at Pulau Banding. Seriously a nice place to relax and unwind. I'm promoting Cuti Cuti Malaysia!) to break our fast. Found out that we're the only family there to feast on the ramadhan buffet (kinda cheap compared to hotels in the cities. Just a lil bit above RM30 for adults.. FYI, the hotel near my *home sweet home* in Subang costs about double that figure.) And then came this mat saleh guy with his wife, I think. That guy looks like Peter Parkerrrrr..... Handsome kottttt!
Alhamdulillah, safely arrived at Tok We's place at 12.00++ Ayah dee, suja and his family were about to sleep at the living hall when we arrived. Sorry la kacau tidur.. Tapi yang kecik-kecik semua tido mati. Penat sangat kot main siang tadi. Haha.

Saturday - Ayah Mie arrived, yeah! Kinda sad because ikha couldn't be here.. sob sob... But boleh la ada lynn and sasha, haha! Wasted like 4 hours at Lucy's. What a loooooong queue. Sara and I sampai tertidur-tidur..
Buka puasa was a blast! Po lead the doa buka puasa =). Akok and onde-onde was great! And so were the ayam percik and Kari Ikan Tok We + Auntie Linda.. Played bunga api! But Ajeef *my unofficial boyfie* was scared of the bunga api and mercun.. Talking about mercun. Let me tell you a story. Since long long time ago, like three or four years back, our kampung and the kampung next to us had this 'underground bunga api & mercun war'. Most of the time they won lah, because their's gave more impact than us. Impact as in photoeffect and sonareffect *English : Their bunga api were brighter and louder* And due to lack of resources, our kampung lost, again. Oh, I didn't get the chance to listen to the pak cik announcing the official raya date this year... Miss him lah. Haha.

Sunday - Selamat Hari Raya people! Walked to Masjid Langgar with mom, Mimi, Lynn, Mama Shima and Auntie Linda and performed the Aidilfitri prayers. Tok We tak larat nak ikut tahun ni. If I'm not mistaken, Tok Ime Mudo lead the prayers. (Mummy cakap dia handsome tapi tak pernah usha la pulak =p) Went to Tok Ayah and Nenek's grave and offered Al-Fatihah. Met Suja on our way back and took a ride home on the Kancil (padahal rumah dekat je kot!) Feasted on Nasi Dagang, sate, rotibulatbulat, etc..etc.. And of course, the kuih raya! Borrowed Auntie Linda's tudung because I couldn't find time to shop for raya (Trial punya pasallahh!). Took pictures, collected duit raya $$$. and ate some more. Ayah Le & family, Che Ma & family and Kak Nana & family came too. Later that day, went to Ayah Le's and Tok Mama's. Ate Tok Mama's homemade 'serunding ikat' and Batang Nestum (I made up the name of the kuih.. I don't know the real name.. ). Played batu seremban at the porch and that's when I found out that Ajeef's afraid of kambing. Adeyh Ajeef ni.. haha.. Harini je kot dia takut kambing... At Ayah Le's house, Che Ni's special treat was lasagna and lontong. Of coursela I ate some more, siap tambah lagi lontong tu.. Sedappppppp.... Oh, thanks to Suja for her lovely broadband..... Sayang Suja Muah Muah! <--cubaan untuk dapat duit raya lebih tahun depan.

Monday - A bit relaxed today. Oh wait, today's special treat was Tok We's Nasi Briyani special... Hebat! And so, makan-makan lagiiiii.. What to do? Raya what? Haha. Alhamdulillah, rezeki banyak tahun ni.. =) Lepak-ed at home most of the time. Mimi and Sasha studied ohhhhh.. Well, they should actually.. PMR's just around the corner.. *Senang hati je cakap kat orang.. Diri sendiri tu Final lagi sebulannnn* But that didn't stop them to make a sitcom, but I think it's not as funny as last year's. Lynn and I opened our books too. But well, Lynn was more successful, I must say.. That night, we *the girls* with the help of Kak Nana went to KB Mall to shop la konon... We went there kinda late and so the shops were in the process of shutting down.. Sedih la jugak. But I still managed to buy a sweater (50% off!).. =) Kak Nana was really nice to have brought us jalan-jalan around the city and from what I can see, she can be a good tour guide too! Kota Bharu has changed she said, now most of the roads have been transformed to One-Way roads. KB was showered with lights that night and it was really beautiful! =)

I'll continue next time...
Signing off at 1.10 am.

Salam to all.

Yeah. Get me a glass of water please?

Oh. Wait. Still in the holy month of Ramadhan.. =)

Thirsty. Water. That's the first word that we'll think of.

But what if we put it this way.

Thirsty. Knowledge. Dahaga. Ilmu.

Alhamdulillah, the final 3-hour paper was over. Maths for God's sake. Crazee as usual lah kan.
But towards the end, I kinda figured out the solutions to some questions that I find very hard at the beginning. Syukur. Idea was like suddenly appeared. Yeah!

I finally feel like I can read things other than textbooks. Novels, magazines and everything in between. For fun. =) But don't expect me to know a lot about the latest novels or perhaps the famous ones. Latest news or whatever. I just read what I wanna read. Usually what's within reach.

I've attended a dialogue by Professor Horvitz sometime in March. He's doing research about Apoptosis or programmed cell death. Something biology-related right? But do you know that he majored in Mathematics and Economics at MIT?

Our very own Dr. Adnan Omar. He holds a PhD in Psychology. Do you know that he was a chemical engineer before?

I went through the author's profile of one of the ADP's Biology textbook. He had a PhD in a biology-related field and also a degree in Arts (History or something I can't remember).

And here I am, just doing a pre-U program and complain a lot about the hardwork.

My life will truly begin once I graduated with a medical degree. Seriously.

Okay, to be honest, this post is kinda serabut. Actually, I have a lot to write but I kinda have to rush. My flight to Penang is in 4 hours time! =) Yeayyyyy!

Salam to all.

Esok ada Math. And my dad's gonna be mad if he knows what I'm doing right now.

Adeh. What to do? Somebody's gotta do it. And that unfortunate someone is me.

Antara Amanah dan Amanah.

Arghhhh!

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku di dunia dan di akhirat. Amiin.

Salam to all.

Chemistry done.
Comment: The three hours was like err.. 10 mins?. I can't actually feel the time flying. And there you know it, 2 hours 55 mins gone when the invigilator said '5 minutes left'.
The paper was hard at the beginning.The reading time was basically used to think about the essay questions. I'm actually quite relieved when I saw them as I was expecting something much much worse. Hopefully it will turn out to be good if not excellent, =p.

The calculations part for the titration thingy was suppose to be my favourite. It did but then something went wrong and I finally end up not finishing it. I tried applying my technique of 'just ignore the looong loong explaination.. the questions will guide me..' but it proved not to work this time.

Physix next. English later.

Yeay.
Everyday's a lil bit closer to raya.
Joy?
Definitely.

Oh, I want to congratulate anyone who gets the offer for Adelaide's oral assessment.
Hebat giler! PQA was so heavenly hard.

Ok ok I should stop now. Biophysix still have a lot to cover.
But I somehow lack the enthusiasm to read now. I feel like, aaaaaarghhhh, just give me the paper and get this thing over with.

Well, well, what do you know.
Time will fly way way faster this week.

Currently enjoying : Miss Independent.
Joy lah sangat. Haha.

Salam to all.

I gave a call to my sister two nights ago. I thought it would be just like a simple hi and that's it. But to my surprise, it was well over 50 mins. If I knew it would be that long, I should have called her using my Celcom number. *Sorry mummy!*

Anyway, it seems to me that to get the latest update on what's REALLY going on at home is through my sister. Even though I called my mom every single night, and asked her of anything new, what I get would be the nice things. From that 50-minute call to Mimi, I finally knew that ada orang lompat pagar curi kasut, Naim memekak depan rumah main mercun, and she's just got some of her trial result. Well, that's understandable actually. I mean, even I didn't tell mom of some of this and some of that. I don't want to create unnecessary panic. So does mom.

As long as we mutually respect each other, that would be good enough. Mutualism, a sub-category of Symbiosis. Like the relationship between algae and fungi. Algae supplies food and oxygen through the process of photosynthesis (6CO2 + 6H2O --> C6H12O6 + 6O2) and the fungus (plural : fungi) provides a moist environment (Crierie 2002). Both organism can live side by side happily ever after.

And what makes algae and fungi attracted to each other? Gravitational force of course! Feeling doubtful? Well, the thing is every particle in the universe attracts every other particle with a force that is proportional to the product of their masses and inversely proportional to the square of their distance (Olesnicky & Lawrence 1999) Gravitational force doesn't just mean the Earth and the Moon, you know?

Hmmm.. I thought of living on the Moon. But then, there's no water and oxygen over there. And without oxygen, we cannot even perform combustion (C6H12 + 6O2 --> 6CO + 6H2O) let alone complete combustion (C6H12 + 9O2 --> 6CO2 + 6H2O) And we can't plant trees there because there's no bacteria to fix atmospheric nitrogen into the soil (N2--> NH3 / NH4+) (Morton, Evans & McCann 1993). No nitrogen in soil, so no nutrients for plants which equals to no food for us humans and no oxygen for our cells to undergo cellular respiration at the mitochondria. [C6H12O6 + 6O2 --> 6H20 + 6CO2 + energy] In the long run, we will die because our cells couldn't get energy in the form of ATP. The breakdown of ATP will realease energy that can be used for active transport of substances against the concentration gradient and also cell growth (Crierie 2002). This just proves how important bacteria are in our lives.

Don't you think so? Well, we may have different perception on things. It's normal. Homo sapiens produce offsprings that are not genetically identical to each other due to various factors (crossing over during Prophase 1, Independent assortment, random combination of gametes and mutations) thus, obviously the way we think would be kinda different too (Crierie 2002).

However, there are certain things in life that we all must agree. For example, the occurence of the Judgement Day. The probability for this to happen would be 1. How about the probability of you to stop reading this? Well, the outcome would be either continue or stop. So the probability would be 0.5. Out of ten people who have read until this far, what are the chances that only 9 will continue to read until the last fullstop? Hmmm.. Use your Graphing Calculator Ti84. Press 2nd, VARS, option A, ENTER. Fill the binompdf( according to n,p,X. In this case, n=10, p=0.5 and X=9 (Haese & Harris 2006).

I'm done crapping.

Salam to all.

I feel like so tired today. Penat.

Tak nak buka buku malam ni boleh?

I just got my maths marks just now. Great? It's a total opposite.
I just paid sixty bucks just now because I was so GANAS to break the freezer doorlid.
There goes the money to buy my baju raya...

A lot of things happened. Well, really?
Otak serabut sangat. I have the taekwondo things to settle. Sheeesh.
And I'm not even practicing for the upcoming tournament. Adoih.
Trial in just a few days. Crazeelah.
I just realised that I still have a lot of things to cover in bio. Which doesn't include chemy and physix. Oh, Maths and arghhhhhh english!

I think I prefer SPM thank you very much.

Salam to all.

I saw the full moon. Beautiful. Really.

15 Ramadhan.
Oh God,
Where have I spent those time?
I think of songs more than Al-Quran,
I think of people more than Zikrullah.
My God.

Kenapa hati hitam sangat ni?
Kenapa susah nak fokus?
Lalai. Kenapa?

Ada lagi masa.
Tolong jangan jual masa itu kepada dunia.

'By (the Token of) time (through the Ages),
Verily Man is in loss,
Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy'
Surah Al-Asr. 1-3

Quran Explorer

Salam to all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, Mimi!

Luvya always!

Well, I know for sure that I'm definitely not your no. 1 sister although I am your only sister.
Sorry la for all the membebel or whatever. Hey, but sometimes, you're the one who started the fight, let's not forget that also.

Present? Tengok budget la dulu. Sekarang pokai sikit. But then, rasanya macam selalu pokai jer... Adoi, you know what? i think I have to fork out sixty bucks to pay for the freezer doorlid I ACCIDENTLY broke. Sheeshhhhhh.

So I don't know la about present. Yeah, I know I'm kinda kedekut. You're kedekut towards me also mwahahahaha!

All the best with your trial. Hopefully you'll get into MRSM because I want you to learn something from there. It changed me in a positive way and I hope it'll do the same for you.
You'll definitely enjoy it, in which depends on how you define enjoy.

Keep up with your girly girly stuff, haircare products and all, although I sincerely hope you'll make gradual positive changes~~

Sometimes I wonder why we're not like Khalida and Wahida or Lynn and Ikha. Well, maybe because we have different interests and maybe we're not sharing secrets~~ oOoPs!
FYI, sometime's I can be so stupid. Like this year for example. I'm letting it go.
Whatever la.
Tomorrow I got Matrix test and you also got your math trial.
All the best.
Bak kata Naim:
Just Do It.

Salam to all.

Just finished the Auckland's writing test. I was a few minutes late but luckily the grammar test hadn't started yet.

So grammar test 60 questions in 30 mins.
One-page essay test in 20 mins. The question was 'describe a period of change in your life and how it had affected you personally'.

Done.
Done.

I am not sure how I'm feeling right now. Relieved, yes. Worried? Hmm.. Yeah.

I'm just a normal human being. I tried, but I wasn't sure if that's good enough. I planned, but definitely He knows better.

Is TER 99 achievable? With my poor internal marks?

Dalia told me what Sen had told her.

"Are we denying the fact that Allah IS CAPABLE of making us get TER 99?"

No.
Anything can happen.
Impossible is Nothing.
Just Do It.

Salam to all.

So update. Update.

Went to PWTC for the Tilawah.
Love it! Especially that qari from Iran! Woohoo!

Met KA and Nenai and Shef. And Aida and Shark too.
Shef, still quiet. Oh, it was her birthday though.
Nenai, obsessed about K-Pop. =.="
KA, erm. Fatter? HAHAHAHAH!
Aida, slimmer, fewwit!
Shark, more radiant!

One-week break.
Went back to Penang. Stayed at home most of the time. Facing this laptop. Getting myself fat. Oh wait, Fatter. Haha. Fall in love with Kala Hati but watched only two episodes.
Spent a whollota time looking for a nicer layout. But end up with this one. I don't actually love it, I just like it. Play Glamour Age like what. Abandoned books. Waha.

Sent Ikha at the KLIA.
All the best ikha! We'll definitely miss ya during raya!
Okay, so I miss you already now. T_T

Loved three new songs. Issues. Fallin' for you. I'm taking back my love (at first I hate this song but after watching the video clip, Enrique was so HOT! ^.^)
Really sweeeeeetttt!

More to the academia.

Physix IDS. Done.
Chem's experimental design. Done.
And everything in between lah.
Don't bother to remember anymore.

Now?
TER 99.
TER 99.
TER 99.
TER 99.
TER 99.

Oh yeah.

Salam to all.

What am I doing here at 3.24 am in the morning?
Supposably studying physics.

I love physics.
I love maths.
I love chemistry.
I love biology.
I love english.

I need Dopamine.
I need Norepinephrine.
Why is everybody else getting it?

Salam to all.

Today, to put in simple words, jatuh tergolek-golek. Tersembam, terpenyet dan akhirnya terlentang. Sakit seluruh badan. Lebam sini sana. Luka sana sini.

Maths - Sheeesssh, my favourite topic. Studied a lil bit harder than before. Among the rare occasions whereby I managed to answer all questions before invigilators shouted ,"I said PUT YOUR PEN DOWN!"
Result: TERUK GILER WEYH! Bengong! (20/43)

Physix - Let's just say I'm not born an engineer... Glad that I got the gradient thingy correct.. but.. shessh, careless mistake during calculation!!!!! (15/30)

Chemsitry - Again. Among favourite topic. Le Chatelier Principle, equilibrium constant thingy and all those things la. I love chemistry actually and yeah well, I guess I have to date chemistry books more.. (29/55)

Bengong kan?

Later in the evening, I met my friend Awin who'll be flying to Canada soon. Her stories and laughter made me feel much much better and kinda boost my confidence.

Allah has His ways of doing things. He talks to us in ways we didn't expect. I guess, my unexpected meeting with Awin is His way of telling me that He is the one's who has power over all. What we think 100% can happen, might not happen after all. And so is the opposite.

Yesterday, I waved goodbye to Ikha at the airport. Seeing her going down the elevator, with a boarding pass in her hand, I felt really happy for her. Ikha smart ah! Cayalah! *Again, Ikha berjaya kalahkan Ayah Dee!*

Me?

Tolong buka mata dan lihat bahawa langit itu tak serendah yang disangka. Lompat si katak lompat takkan dapat punya gapai si langit tu. Kena guna F-22 Raptor paling tak pun.

Salam to all.

Seriously.

Apa itu 'open-minded'?

Saya kurang arif dalam hal ini. Minta tunjuk ajar.

Thank you in advance.

Salam to all.

Today I went to visit my beloved grandparents.. Really really happy because I can see that tok's condition had improved. =) And of course because she cooked me telur masak pedas, sotong masak kicap, bendi goreng and kari istimewa ikan kembung. =DDDDDD

Oh yeah, I just wanna say, Bye bye Newcastle.

Salam to all.

ANDAI INI RAMADHAN YANG TERAKHIR

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir
tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu
mendayu..merayu. ..kepada- NYA Tuhan yang satu

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu sholatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu
sholat yang dikerjakan.. .sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu'
tubuh dan qalbu...bersatu memperhamba diri
menghadap Rabbul Jalil...
menangisi kecurangan janji
"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin"
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...
kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekalian alam]

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tidak akan kau sia siakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
setiap masa tak akan dibiarkan begitu saja
di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang...bakal kau syairkan

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan
bertarawih.. .berqiamullail. ..bertahajjud. ..
mengadu...merintih. ..meminta belas kasih
"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MUtapi...
aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU"

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu dirimu tak akan melupakan mereka yang tersayang
mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan
kita buru...kita cari...
suatu malam idaman yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan

Andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu engkau bakal menyediakan batin dan zahir
mempersiap diri...rohani dan jasmani
menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail
di kiri dan kanan ...lorong-lorong redha Ar-Rahman

Duhai Ilahi....
Andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami
jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling berarti...paling berseri...
menerangi kegelapan hati kami
menyeru ke jalan menuju ridho serta kasih sayangMu Ya Ilahi
semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

Namun teman...tak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui
apakah Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali bagi dirinya
yang mampu bagi seorang hamba itu hanyalah
berusaha...bersedia ...meminta belas-NYA

Thanks to Cikgu Ali for sending this to me through email.

Life is unpredictable.
Death is unpredictable.
I hope this Ramadhan will make me a better devotee, daughter, student, sister, friend, leader, follower and altogether a better person.
I'll try hard not to waste this Ramadhan. Amiin.



Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

May Allah bless the soul of Yasmin Ahmad and Ustaz Asri Rabbani.

Salam to all.

"It's all in your head. If you think you can, you can. If you think you can't, pergi pack baju balik Penang sekarang jugak."

Salam to all.

Everytime I hear this song, I feel like crying.

Siti Khadijah srikandi sejati
Kaulah lambang cinta sejati
Srikandi pertama tika islam bermula
Hatimu menyalakan keyakinan
Hartamu membuktikan pengorbanan

Rasul keseorangan engkaulah teman
Dia tersisih engkau memilihnya
Dia terbuang engkau menyayanginya
Kerana iman kau sanggup berjuang

Siti Khadijah namamu indah
Qudwah hasanah tauladan ummah
Jikalau rasul terpinggir
Engkaulah insan terhampir

Siti Khadijah mujahidah solehah
Agung jasamu dipersada sejarah
Pemergianmu ditangisi nabi
Hingga kini tiada pengganti

Sunyi jalan menuju Allah
Menggamit hati mencari teman
Indah jalan menuju allah
Jika teman seperti Khadijah
Masih ada lagi...

Credit to : In Team & www.liriknasyid.com
Can I be like her?

Salam to all.

Today:

JCU interview.
A 20-minute interview. Two panels. At Sheraton Subang.
At first it was quite managable. 'Why do you want to do medicine?' <-- Even though this question is the most common question, but I kinda have to struggle each time I encounter it. And there was a scenario question. I flunked on that also.
And there was a question on H1N1. Sheesh, I screwed this up the most.
Argh! Asyik-asyik screw up je..

Movie-A&W-date with Teh.
GI Joe. Best gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! You seriously have to watch it! As Teh put it 'Action all the way~' and yeah, memang best lah! It's an action-packed movie but kinda have these sweet sweet moments too~~~~~

Cramped leg during Tkd.
What dyou expect? I haven't been practising since like.. June? And now I have to train hard for the upcoming tournament.. Hopefully this year will be a better year for both Taylors and Metro. Today just 5 people turned up (the usual Charlie's Angels from Taylors and another two guys from Metro). Chen Poh lead today's training and he's kinda thoughtful because he didn't push us that hard.. I hope sir will give me my arm targets soon..
Secretly in love with Flop Poppy's Cinta.

Salam to all.

Haha.. Yesterday, I was so shocked and happy when Nadia told me that I made it to the finals of Premed's Quiz.. And Gennen told me that I was among the highest in the multiple choice part.. =)

Well, being a normal human being, I did act like a jerk after that... (Sorry you guys.. I know I was being a jerk..)

And so just now was the finals and guess what? I got fifth place! And guess what? Out of five people..

At first, I did feel 'tak puas hati' with the whole thing. I was angry with myself for being so stupid and all those stuff..

But then again, after Asar just now, I remembered that I didn't pray to Allah to get the first prize. Instead, I begged him 'Allahumma aHsin 'Aqibatana fil umuri kulliha wa fil imtihan wa ajirna min khizyid dunia wal akhirah'

So, yeap. As always, Allah knows best.. I did try my best in the quiz but I guess it wasn't my day.. Like Ridhwan said, try again next time..

To Ili, sorry ah weyh, aku menang RM 25 je.. Aku ingat nak guna duit tu buat ID baru.. ID aku hilanggggggg... Huhu T.T

To Sarah, Atika, Rahael and Adilah.. Thanks for coming all the way to LT2 to support me.. Sorry it was kinda of an embarassing moment.. Haha..

Maybe you guys are wondering, why the title is 'Photoelectric Effect'?

Well, in one of the questions, they asked about Einstein's discovery that had won him the Nobel Prize in 1921. And that discovery was about the 'Photoelectric Effect'.

That's the only question I got correct when everybody else got wrong.. And when the 'Chief Invigilator' (Nadia) announced that Contestant No. 2 (that's me) got correct, the four of them cheered and that was really sweet.. Haha..

I hope there'll be more of quizzes like this because not only I learn facts and figures but also I learn more about life. And that's the most important thing.