A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.


I can't no longer accept it, I have to change it. 


Currently living with negative twenty three.

Salam to all.


I am trying to survive negative nine. ohoho.

Salam to all.


... me talking to you? Across the water, across the deep blue ocean~

Salam to all.


Yesterday's talk was really inspiring. :)
But I know it won't happen in the near future. 
Anyway, way before the talk, I duelled with Farah in a game of Badminton, and yeah I got trashed but somehow I felt really really tired. It's just an hour ++ game~ I used to play for an hour ++ in the fasting month without feeling ultimately exhausted. hmmm~


After the game, we met Yuri and Irfan. Yuri got some eye problem and so all of us medic people insisted to bring her to the doctor. At first, she doesnt want to, because that's gonna cost her a lecture on plants~


About 20 minutes later, we reached the A&E of Auckland Hospital. I asked the nurse about the cost of seeing the doctor and well, just see it for yourself.

363.37NZD for 1 consultation.

That's for non-resident lah.


So, we followed PG's advice and went to the nearby Grafton Pharmacy.


Yuri explained her symptoms to the *cute* pharmacist and he recommended an eye drop (6NZD)


And then Yuri bought us some donuts!! :)


Later, we went to the talk.


There were pizzas served after the talk but I was too cold and too tired, Farah was just too nice to accompany me home. 


I slept, with my trusty heater by my side, from 8.30pm to 5 am. Punyala penat sampai baju pun tak tukar, makan sikit pun tak, panadol pun tak telan, balik tu memang terus tido. Bangun pukul 5 tu gagahkan jugak pegi bilik air, and rasa berpeluh macam nak pengsan. 


Balik bilik, makan kurma sikit, telan panadol 2 biji, sambung tido.


Alhamdulillah, ok sket pagi tu, pegi la main futsal + netball kat Windmill.


Oh yeah, the guys are really good at netball!!
....the only one that I can really tell everything is Allah. :)

Salam to all.

Salam to all.

... I got swept by the current, He sent me a buoy.


This time, it's in the form of a book 'Umar Abdul Aziz'.


May Allah bless you and your family kak Rohani. :)

Salam to all.


Alhamdulillah :)

1. Bought myself a new mug! :) Love at first sight again. haha. Now I can make use of the lovely mug coaster Farah made me.
2. Got $$$ from Zue, Fathi and Kak Teh!
3. Settled debt.
4. Bought something from Forte that I've been craving for so long. Sedappppp!! Tasted like real choc ice cream!
5. The price of the tissue turned out to be much less than displayed. 
6. How can I forget? Today's lecture on human brain was super duper awesome!!!!!!!!!!
7. InsyaAllah there'll be a Malaysian medic students meeting today! ;)

Such a beauty.

Salam to all.


... learn how to forgive myself.

Salam to all.


...remind myself that sometimes, I don't have to prove anything.

Salam to all.


Cis.


Ooops. Astaghfirullah.


Haih, selalu semangat lebih. 


Sila abaikan the previous post yang sangat poyo. 


Sekian terima kasih.


Sub-title required for this movie. 

Salam to all.


I got a phone call at about 10pm from Jia Hui, saying that UMSA needs a female futsal player for the Asean games.


Oh God, I know I complained much about the recent Bersatu Games but but but!!


Oh.. I didn't practice after Bersatu, and I am 100% positive I've put on weight, and I don't have the support I had during Bersatu. 


But I have you, Allah. And to You I put my trust. 


Rabbana yassirna wala tuassirna ya karim.


I'll give my best. InsyaAllah. 

Salam to all.


Yes, that's the answer to the question.


It is LHR.

Salam to all.


... is too short to take it so lightly,
... is too long to take it so seriously,
... is too sweet to let grudge grow,
... is too bitter to let laugh flow,
... should be treated with respect,
... should then be given its rights.


Life has the right to be lived,
To the person's fullest capability,
To reach the person's goal and desire,
To grasp what's seen, To catch what's heard,
But hold it, yup, hold on,
For this is a reminder,
To those with Heart and Ear,
Do we not remember our Promise?
When the Lord asked,
Am I not your Lord? (7:172)


To that person I see in the mirror, I ask,
Would shadow be worth to catch?
Try it, you'll never get it,

Peter Pan's shadow? That's an exception.

Chase it, you'll never beat it,
Forget it, just leave it,
Stand tall, face the sun,
Walk straight, feel the heat,
And see what becomes of the shadow we keep.
Indeed, life and shadow, are two different words,
But can't we all see,
How similar they be?


Life has the right to be lived,
To the person's full capability,

Forever?

To reach the person's goal and desire,
The question remains,
Where's the goal, What's the desire,
Would it all be worth, if the end is Hellfire?


Nauzubillah, no, we don't want it,
It's just logically not worth it,
Life is too short to take it so lightly,
So take a step now, and live it fully!
Full in what sense, you should know by now,
Fools you are not, and neither are Syaiton,
Keep the end in mind,
Keep the Jannah in mind,
Keep the forever-ness in mind, a happy forever? A painful forever?
C'mon now be strong!
His promise awaits!

I'm starting with the man in the mirror!

That is what worth living for. 


May this serve as a reminder,
To the person I see in the mirror,
Poet, I am not, Poetry not my core,
But I write, I just write,
Of what I think is right,
May Allah ease our daily struggle,
May Allah protect us from danger of the 'living jungle'.

It's a jungle out there.

Salam to all.

Nasi lemak terbaik!! ;)

SUKA!!

Bigggggg huggggg!!

Thanks a lot :))

Sayang these people!

The people who made the celebration successful (nasi lemak sedap woo! + sambal ikan bilis mantop ah! + telur rebus + timun + ice cream + keropok2 + Chocolate Cake! + biscuits + drinks + presents)


Introducing the 'Ahli Geng' :
Farah 'soulmate' ;)
Aisyah rox!
Yazmin cool!
Liyana happy happy!
Yuri ratu Korea..
Zue queen DSLR ;)
Naim terer masak.
Fathi coach!
Alex raja paparazzi. ;pp
Anas the reader.
Majod coach!
Ahmad mysterio.


Thank you thank you thank you to all who wished through FB, tixt, and skype. -in order of appearence ;) -


Skype:


Mom, the person I owe my entire life to. 
Dad, the man that can really read my mind.
Mimi, I wish I could be a better sister to her.
Naim, I miss messing up his hair!
Ayah Dee, nak duit rayaaaaa jugak tahun ni!
Anis, budak bijak.
Sara, kakak yang sayang adik2 dia.
Encik Qyairil Anwar (although it's not on the day itself)


FB:


Irfan medic.
Fadhilah Roy yang rock!
Safura si gadis ayu!
Razi yang lemah lembut :)
Teh yang cool!
Amar 'seluar' Jeans ;p
Paahz 'Sorry Sorry'~
Intan stalker terbaik!
Kina roomateku sayang!
Ikki red belt. haha.
Yasmin jiranku!
Sahli juniorku 2 kali. haha.
Dilip yang happy-go-lucky :)
Daisie, the friendly one. ;)
Izzati akak homeroomku!
Wahida, my senior, my junior, my cuzzie. haha.
Aida old fwen :)
Yani Yahya yang sangat sisterly :)
Soondoos si cantik. ;p
Nawwar old buddyyyyy!
Marion 'Mom' King-Hazel, my Favourite RA!
Nikhil, the 'rajin' one.
Shahrul, big bro at Taylors.
Athirah, TKD-mate. haha.
Sen!! One of the two person in the world that can always make me laugh.
Syamim ADP.
Sasha CHAMPION rubix! ^.^
Zaty air tenang ombak bergelora. haha.
Helma 'Graaand' si ayu.
Alyaa Wani ratu Basketball!
Afiq, senior medic yang sangat sangat rajin.
Nadia, deskmateku!!
Zubet, pembuli Romeo. 
Kak Aqilah *Baik* :)
Radhwa snow white.
Izyan Engine rox!
Kak Kira yang penyayang!
Kak Piqah muah muah!
Suja yang ku sangat sayanggg!
Kak Chibi comel ;)
Syafiq geng penang. haha.
Farhana, juniorku 2 kali jugak. 
Rahael yang sangat stylish!
Harun, junior medic.
Emma 'Watson' Ezrina ;)
Kak Tiq *love*
Manissaaaaaaaaaa!! *hug*
Najihah geng di Almashoor :)
Encik Qyairil Anwar, financial officer. ;p
Jijan, GM prodigy!
Cik Lynn, the Lawyer.
Cik Ikha, yang balik Malaysiaaaaaaaaaa!!
Kak Hana, mother of two angels :)


'tixt':


Kak Aliaa, medic :)
Mom, dad, mimi, naim.
Mimi!
Kak Baz, medic :)
Kak Naim, engine :)


Call:


Kak Iffah, physix :)
Sen!!


The people present at 'Taylor's Accounting people Get-Together', official venue: O'Rorke, haha.


Farah
Zue
Zayana
Syakira
Nadia
Eliza
Fathi
Arif
Afiq
Zahid
Lucas
Jeff
Ammar
Nazrin
Mark the Residential Supervisor. ;)


And not forgetting:


Kak Iffah
Kak Baz
Kak Dayah
Kak Aliaa
Kak Naim
Kak Dianne
Kak Hafizah
Kak Linda
Kak Zu
Raibah
Sarah


for the lovely Roti Jala + kuah yang amat amat sedap + pizza + carrot cake + drinks + love!


Presents:


Huge teddy bear (from mom, dad, mimi, naim) *tapi belum beli lagi*
Skirt (from Kak Karin)
The Lovely Bones, message holder, Mars bar, lovely card (from the Ahli Geng!)
Seluar pink cantik + sweet card (from Farah)
Sabun wangi watermelon (from Liyana)
Stokin pink cantik to match the seluar (from Ahmad)
Beautiful drawing + jewelry box (from Kak Sha)


for everything, especially your doa!


May Allah bless each and everyone of you :)

Salam to all.


tak mau pergi?


oh, cik Wany oi, just enjoy the show.


// i want my money back, i want my money ba-a-ack, just enjoy the show.