A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!

This is definitely not the Ramadhan I wished it to be...

I've said this again and again, but well, I'm gonna say it one more time!

I miss my Raudhatul Muttaqien!

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Fuuuuuuuuuuuuh...

EAP presentation is over!!!!!

That's the positive side..

The negative one, ermmmmmm..

I think people percieve my topic as boring..

Hoooooooooooh..

(11 Sept 2008)

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Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhh!

Ustazah!

Whyyyyyyyy??? Why must you move to Terengganu???

I really, really enjoy your classes and to tell you the truth, your classes are the ones that I anticipate the most every Monday, Thursday and Friday (especially the second period)..

Learning Islamic Studies in English is FUN!

I will always miss you Ustazah Wan!

(12 Sept 2008)

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Tok, tok masak sedap betul!

Nani paling suka sambal ikan bakar tu!

Memang best!

Seronok tengok semua orang makan ramai-ramai..

=)

(13 Sept 2008)

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Sekian.

Salam to all.

Thanks to Ustazah Wan, I now have a new crush.

'Sami Yusuf'





In my opinion, he looks kinda matured in that video. To view his 'handsome' side, try this link.

Conclusion: Islam does not prohibit musics and songs. As long as they are in line with the Islamic Teachings, they're allowed.

Enjoy it as much as I do!

Salam to all.

Okay, so I've been kinda ungrateful because I complained too much about my daily schedule and think very little of the nice things that happens to me each day.

The fact that I am given the trust to spend the scholarship money for good use.
The fact that I am given two arms and two legs with complete fingers.
The fact that I am given complete set of sensory organs.
The fact that I know that there are a lot of people who cares about me and prays for me after each prayers.

However, I would consider yesterday as a not-so-happy-but-it’s-too-late-for-me-to-do-anything day. (referring to the Maths test result)

Later towards the evening, something nice happened!

The TKD practice was great! All the kicking and kicking and kicking really made me feel a lot better. I didn’t expect to have such energy because I fasted. (Seriously, tak tipu) Next week will be even better because our group will fight against each other! (Sparring) Yeayyyyyyy!

Anyway, I felt uneasy early this morning because of the scheduled Chemistry Test. Alhamdulillah, at least have an idea of what each question wants. But that doesn’t mean that I am confident with all my answers, okay? The allocated 50 minutes was barely enough for me to answer. And you know what, I didn’t even stop for a moment to take a deep breath or anything, and I can really feel my neck stiffened because I was too tensed.

Now, I’m a bit relaxed.

And I hope I will be able to stay that way when I finally get the result.

Have a nice day!

Salam to all.

You know what? My aim today is not to curse inside my heart. (It's not that I do it quite often la, but sometimes you just 'accidently' curse.. Thank god no one heard what's inside your heart and your head...)

Okay, I got my Math's marks already and you should be able to guess what I got. It's somewhere here in this post. Oh yeah, total marks is 44 okay, and that mark will be 70% of the total marks. So yeah, that's about it.

I am feeling so st*p*d, blurr, b*ng*ng, and all the related words.

Call me pathetic.

But you know what? I don't care what you think.

This is MY blog and I can write whatever I want.

I have to say that I've been expecting something like this. Again, I forgot that I am somehow mentally weak. I thought that I can bear this pain <-- macam serious pathetic giler. but somehow I don't.

Like I told you before, here at Taylor's I don't think I have enough time to study. Pegi awal, tunggu bas, balik lambat and all those sort of stuff... And then we have projects la, I**ue An***sis la, presentations la........ And the test this week, next week. Like Whatlaweyhhhhhhhh????

And by the time I reach home, I'm too tired to study...........

Okay okay, I'll stop blaming others. I'll blame myself for not managing my time well.

Lets see:

WHAT I CAN DO TO INCREASE MY STUDY TIME.

1. Take the earliest bus to college. Arrive early and study.
2. Take the last evening bus from college. 6.00 pm. (If I were to be a guy, I will definitely balik pukul 9.15pm)
3. Wash clothes only at weekend. (Negative point- Ampaian akan jadi sangat packed and eventually akan seriously patah sebab semua orang basuh baju on weekends. Solution: Sidai kat depan rumah or atas kerusi kat living hall. Another solution: buy washing machine sebab dia boleh spin and baju won't be that basah.)
4. At home, start and end study session the same time everyday.
5. Avoid distractions at ALL COST. Leave TV behind. Don't go online unless if there is something urgent that needs to be done. Don't visit best friends a.k.a MYDIN and Summit<--yang sangat spooooooooky giler.
6. Don't be so nice to help others during weekends if you can't even help yourself with your studies. (sounds kejam giler)
7. No time to exercise? Just naik turun tangga every evening. There's no use ajak-ing others to play badminton with you because everybody will be busy studying or just too malas to change into long pants, long sleeved T-shirt and tudung. The thing is, boleh je kalau aku nak main basketball sorang-sorang petang-petang tapi aku takut sebab kat sini tak macam Langkawi, where everybody is studying at the same school. And not all students are Malaysians you know.. So, safety wise memang masalah la... Oh wait, I might try skipping.. Hmmm..
8. No use trying to wake up at 4.00 am to study because you will be sleepy whatsoever during class. (Solution: Stick to original plan; sleep at 11.30pm (max) and wake up at 6.00 am.)

Conclusion: I AM MY OWN TROUBLEMAKER. I AM ALSO MY OWN TROUBLESOLVER. I HOPE SO.

P/s: The things that make me smile today are:

Physics Test is POSTPONED!!!!!!
Today is Tae Kwon Do practice!!!!!

P/s/s: Please give me more reasons to smile, okay? I don't want to be older than my age and frowning every second....

Salam to all.

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Aku sangat bahagia,
Aku sangat ceria,
Aku sangat gembira,
Ramadhan kali ini?
InsyaAllah.

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Kita selalu berbuka bersama kan Faiz?
Sama-sama ambil nasi pukul 6 lebih,
Balik bilik rilek-rilek jap,
7 lebih pegi surau..
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Teet, teet, bunyi jam kat surau,
Yes! Dah masuk waktu!
Al-Quran disimpan di raknya kembali,
Lalu, Kurma cap DS segera dikeluarkan,
Alunan lunak Azan si Muazzin,
Membuka selera...
Tapi, kita tak makan dulu kan faiz?
Selepas kurma yang pertama, kedua dan ketiga,
Kita berkejaran ke tempat wudhu',
Dan kemudian ke saf pertama,
Maghrib keutamaan kita,
Baru makan pun senang..
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Aku bersemangat betul nak tarawih,
Terutama sekali kalau Ustaz Wan jadi Imam,
MasyaAllah, merdu sekali Ayat-ayat suci itu dibaca,
Bertambah cinta aku pada KalamNya,
Selawat yang diselang-selikan itu,
Bergema,
Aku rindu sangat!
Lapan rakaat tu tak terasa pun..
Hati tak pernah risau pasai homework yang belum siap,
Add math Analysis? PG?, ahhhhh.. aku letak jauh-jauh,
Kerana aku tahu,
Adakah ia akan tetap sama,
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Kita pernah berbuka kat luar kan korang?
Naik van, berhimpit-himpit, kita ke EE Burger,
Meja disusun panjang, menanti ketibaan cikgu-cikgu tersayang,
Cikgu baik betul, sanggup datang berbuka dengan kita sekelas,
Fiqry, kami semua aminkan doa buka puasa yang kau baca tu..
Ramadhan kali ini?

Ramadhan tahun itu,
Aku akan sentiasa ingat,
Aku akan sentiasa rindu,
Aku nak masa itu berulang lagi,
Lagi dan lagi,
Tapi, masakan Kekasih Allah Muhammad sendiri tak boleh memutar masa,
Inikan aku yang hina..

Ramadhan,
biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu..