A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

You know what? My aim today is not to curse inside my heart. (It's not that I do it quite often la, but sometimes you just 'accidently' curse.. Thank god no one heard what's inside your heart and your head...)

Okay, I got my Math's marks already and you should be able to guess what I got. It's somewhere here in this post. Oh yeah, total marks is 44 okay, and that mark will be 70% of the total marks. So yeah, that's about it.

I am feeling so st*p*d, blurr, b*ng*ng, and all the related words.

Call me pathetic.

But you know what? I don't care what you think.

This is MY blog and I can write whatever I want.

I have to say that I've been expecting something like this. Again, I forgot that I am somehow mentally weak. I thought that I can bear this pain <-- macam serious pathetic giler. but somehow I don't.

Like I told you before, here at Taylor's I don't think I have enough time to study. Pegi awal, tunggu bas, balik lambat and all those sort of stuff... And then we have projects la, I**ue An***sis la, presentations la........ And the test this week, next week. Like Whatlaweyhhhhhhhh????

And by the time I reach home, I'm too tired to study...........

Okay okay, I'll stop blaming others. I'll blame myself for not managing my time well.

Lets see:

WHAT I CAN DO TO INCREASE MY STUDY TIME.

1. Take the earliest bus to college. Arrive early and study.
2. Take the last evening bus from college. 6.00 pm. (If I were to be a guy, I will definitely balik pukul 9.15pm)
3. Wash clothes only at weekend. (Negative point- Ampaian akan jadi sangat packed and eventually akan seriously patah sebab semua orang basuh baju on weekends. Solution: Sidai kat depan rumah or atas kerusi kat living hall. Another solution: buy washing machine sebab dia boleh spin and baju won't be that basah.)
4. At home, start and end study session the same time everyday.
5. Avoid distractions at ALL COST. Leave TV behind. Don't go online unless if there is something urgent that needs to be done. Don't visit best friends a.k.a MYDIN and Summit<--yang sangat spooooooooky giler.
6. Don't be so nice to help others during weekends if you can't even help yourself with your studies. (sounds kejam giler)
7. No time to exercise? Just naik turun tangga every evening. There's no use ajak-ing others to play badminton with you because everybody will be busy studying or just too malas to change into long pants, long sleeved T-shirt and tudung. The thing is, boleh je kalau aku nak main basketball sorang-sorang petang-petang tapi aku takut sebab kat sini tak macam Langkawi, where everybody is studying at the same school. And not all students are Malaysians you know.. So, safety wise memang masalah la... Oh wait, I might try skipping.. Hmmm..
8. No use trying to wake up at 4.00 am to study because you will be sleepy whatsoever during class. (Solution: Stick to original plan; sleep at 11.30pm (max) and wake up at 6.00 am.)

Conclusion: I AM MY OWN TROUBLEMAKER. I AM ALSO MY OWN TROUBLESOLVER. I HOPE SO.

P/s: The things that make me smile today are:

Physics Test is POSTPONED!!!!!!
Today is Tae Kwon Do practice!!!!!

P/s/s: Please give me more reasons to smile, okay? I don't want to be older than my age and frowning every second....