A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

Alhamdulillah, thanks to the fact that tonight is malam Sabtu and Mak Tam was there at the Pesta, the sales rose.

I don't feel like working tonight. I feel like I just want to play with Ajeef. I couldn't take in the fact that he won't be a two-year-old anymore. (eh sat, ajeef dua ka tiga tahun? erk..) I couldn't imagine the possibility that I could not enjoy his childish talk anymore and he will be too heavy for me to carry.. Hooooooooh... I can feel that there's connection between me and him (or am I just perasan-ing, I'm not sure..)

Well, it's nearly 3 am now. At 1 o'clock just now, I was already at my bed but I couldn't sleep. I'm now a nocturnal.. Haha! So, I switched my laptop on and began reading my favourite parts in Twilight and imagined how it would turn out in the movie. (I didn't watch the movie yet, but I did download the trailer and I keep watching it over and over again.. -signs of addiction, I know-) But I want to watch the movie with the people of my age, because only then can I fully enjoy it.

So, tomorrow (which is actually today, since it's already 2.47 am) I'm hoping to wake up for Subuh and not to return to sleep.. I want to ask Teacher Elaine to play that piece, which will certainly turn out to be too easy for her but extremely, horribly, pain-stakingly difficult for me..

Nighty night.

Please tuck me to bed, Edward?

I seriously have to return to the real world.