A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

Current status - 'I put my full trust in Allah for He is Al-Hakim and Al-Alim'

She massaged her temple, trying to relieve a pain that wasn't really there. She sighed. And looked out her window into the night. It was starry, just the kind that she like. The moon, she noted, was hiding behind the cloud.

The craziness of the Maternity Ward still haven't receded and yet, she had to put up with another episode of DefCon 2. No, it's not like that, she comforted herself. I am prepared for all of this right?

*BUZZ*

AhMad Hafiz : Salam. Whassup? Looks like ur worried bout somethin'~
LadyInRed : Salam. Yeah, kinda, dunno.
AhMad Hafiz : One of ur lil patient die again?
LadyInRed : That's one of it. I noe that I'll get used to it one day, but today's obviously not the day.
AhMad Hafiz : Allah knows best.
LadyInRed : No doubt. Hey, why are you online tonight? No more of those 'savin' the world' projects?
AhMad Hafiz : Nah, all done. Fuh, I couldn't believe that I'm free!
LadyInRed : Yeah, good for you~
AhMad Hafiz : Hey, don't be sad. You still haven't told me what's really botherin' ya?
LadyInRed : Oh, bout that. Erm..

*BUZZ*
AhMad Hafiz : It's like an hour oready, kakak~ You still there?

She closed her eyes for the fifth time, inhaled, held her breath and slowly exhale. It's amazing how simple things like this can clear your mind, her dad used to say. But dad, it's definitely not working tonight~ and she began typing.

LadyInRed : I think we should stop all this.
AhMad Hafiz : Stop what?
LadyInRed : You know, all this messagin' and stuff. I feel erm..
AhMad Hafiz : Feel....?
LadyInRed : Ok, you know I'm not the kind of person who goes around the bush. So now I'm tellin' you this. I'm getting married.
AhMad Hafiz : Oh, that's great! You can wear all those wedding gowns that you love so much, haha!
LadyInRed : Yeah, and I've already booked a Radzuan Radziwill for the akad nikah, a Vera Wang for my reception, and I've even designed my own dress for the front cover of Cleo!
AhMad Hafiz : Oh, ic. That's why you're upset.. All of those fancy dresses' really gonna cost you a fortune~
LadyInRed : Yeah, yeah, whatever you say...
AhMad Hafiz : C'mon man, I'm just joking..
LadyInRed : Har. Har.
AhMad Hafiz : Sorry sorry. Shouldn't have said that. Ok, ok. If you wanna tell me, tell me, if not, as a friend, I totally understand.

Reverse psychology~ Heh.

LadyInRed : My mom and dad said yes without my knowledge.
AhMad Hafiz : Oh~
LadyInRed : And I have no reason to say no.
AhMad Hafiz : Uh huh.
LadyInRed : That's about it.
AhMad Hafiz : Dyou noe that guy?
LadyInRed : Nope. I told my parents not to tell me who he is.
AhMad Hafiz : Some kind of a protest?
LadyInRed : NO! It's just that everythin's happenin' so fast. It's too much for me to absorb! Just four months ago, I walked on this huge stage with all the lights blinding me, to get my MBBS that I worked on for six freakin' years! And now, as I just about to get used to the 'real' doctor's life, somethin bigger than the Queen Mary hit me! Oh, it feels good to smash these letters~
AhMad Hafiz : Hey, cool down okay? Do your breathing technique or somethin.

Sigh.

LadyInRed : Done.
AhMad Hafiz : Don't lie to me, kakak~

This guy can be so annoying, but she did what he said anyway.

AhMad Hafiz : Done?
LadyInRed : Yes, officer. Do you even need to see my licence?
AhMad Hafiz : Itsokay. With that Kancil of yours, the highest you can go would be 80kmph..
LadyInRed : Sorry sket. Kancil TURBO ok?
AhMad Hafiz : Haha, sorry my bad.

She looked for the moon again. This time, the moon is shining ever so brightly.
How to put an end to this?

LadyInRed : Erm, ok then. Nice talkin to ya all these while. Thanks for all those advice and stuff. Go on with your environmental and wildlife conservation projects, you have my full support! So... erm, Salam.
AhMad Hafiz : Just like that? You said goodbye just like that?
LadyInRed : Yeah, so?

She got a point, he thought. Good, I like that.

AhMad Hafiz : So..
LadyInRed : Can things be more complicated than this?
AhMad Hafiz : Yes. Nora, I have feelings for you.

Finally! He couldn't believe that he finally typed that.

A door creaked and shut. She's gone.

And he smiled.

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Now for my uneding physix report and english presentation. All the crap just now is just to give me something to type without thinking whether it will be marked right or wrong. Of all the story, yeah, this theme is so LAME.