A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

Just an update: I got rejected by Monash (I'm not sure if it's both Monash Clayton and Sunway or just Clayton) but Alhamdulillah I got an offer for an interview session with Newcastle this Thursday.

And with an account balance of two digits, I called my mom, telling her that today's Maths D.I. (directed investigation) is better than yesterday's (although I'm not that sure if I got the answers correct..) and said that I need some money (RM 50) to buy a professional-looking pants and a stunning shirt to match it.

I have to say that it's weird to ask money from my mom because I rarely do that. I mean, since I get the RM 430 allowance from MARA, I try not to ask my parents for money.. They should take a break right?

And so my mom deposited the money just minutes after my call.

I feel happy (of course, ^.^) but at the same time, I feel like I'm such a big burden. Even with my unsatisfactory result, she keeps saying 'Takpe, mummy tau kakak dah try your best' and each time she said that, I wanted to say , 'No mummy, I didn't.. I didn't try my best'. Which is true, I didn't put 100% effort in studying. I don't know what's got into me. 5 SAM subjects are like so hard for me to grasp. Logically, it should be easier right? I mean, it's not 9 subjects like SPM.

Hmmmm.. I still have time. It's not too late to catch-up. Mom, dad, please bear with me okay?

Our moms and dads are highly regarded in Islam. For:

Daripada Abdullah Amru, Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud: “Keredaan Allah daripada keredaan ibu bapa dan kemurkaan Allah daripada kemurkaan ibu bapa.” (Hadis riwayat Tirmizi)

Obtained from this site.

Below is an excerpt from Galeri Ilmu Sdn.Bhd. 20 Amalan Murah Rezeki

5. Berbakti dan mendoakan ibu bapa

Dalam hadis riwayat Imam Ahmad, Rasulullah s.a.w. berpesan agar siapa yang ingin panjang umur dan ditambahi rezekinya, hendaklah berbakti kepada ibu bapanya dan menyambung tali kekeluargaan. Baginda s.a.w. juga bersabda: “Siapa berbakti kepada ibu bapanya maka kebahagiaanlah buatnya dan Allah akan memanjangkan umurnya.” (Riwayat Abu Ya’ala, at-Tabrani, al-Asybahani dan al-Hakim)

Mendoakan ibu bapa juga menjadi sebab mengalirnya rezeki, berdasarkan sabda Nabi s.a.w.: “Apabila hamba itu meninggalkan berdoa kepada kedua orang tuanya nescaya terputuslah rezeki (Allah) daripadanya.” (Riwayat al-Hakim dan ad-Dailami)

I'm so grateful because Allah still grant me my loving and healthy parents. May Allah bless every single second of their lives and I prayed for Allah to reward them with the best things the world and the afterlife have to offer. Amiin. Only Allah can repay all their deeds for He is the Most Powerful and Most Loving.