A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

I can't believe it but yes.

I actually miss home cooked meals. All this while I've never been picky about what I eat. I just eat whatever avaliable. I've been taught that way, I guess.. Jangan complain pasai makanan.. Orang kat Afrika tu langsung tak dak apa nak makan.. Jangan buang nasi walaupun sebijik.. Habiskan semua, nanti dia nangis sebab kita tak makan dia.. Orang kat Afrika tu nasik sebijik pun diorang berebut tau.. (Lutfi, n.d.)

But yesterday Kakak Nur cooked ikan sambal (sedap sebab dia sambal), sayur goreng, telur goreng berperisa (?), fish crackers (imported from Kelantan; crunchy and yummy!) and of course rice. The rice was steaming hot and still retain its moisture (in other words, the rice is still 'lembik' and I love nasi lembik). What's so special you say? I don't know... Hmmm.. I just miss it.. I don't think I miss this while I was in Langkawi.. Why?

I can finally stop fighting with my sister. Guess what? Before this, we always fight, even a joke can turn into fight. And when we fight, our parents and neighbours suffer the most. If you guys know me in person, you will definitely notice my loud voice. Trust me, if I'm loud, my sister is way louder.. And so we fight, fight, fight, usually because I always mess up the room and my 'very neat' sister couldn't wait for a few minutes for me to tidy up.

When the fight gets out of control, I'm the one who stops first (although inside my heart, God knows what happen) because I pity my mom when she said with soft voice :'Tak kesian ke kat Mummy? Mummy pegi kerja penat-penat lepastu balik rumah nak dengar orang jerit sana jerit sini'

I always envy my cousins (Wahida and Khalida) and (Ikha and Lynn) because they seem to be living together quite harmoniously. They share clothes, stories, secrets but definitely not boyfriends la.. Haha.. Why can't my sister and I do the same? Am I that ego? Hmmm, I think so. Are we that different in terms of our interests and the way we think? (My sister likes stripes - I hate stripes-, My sister is obsessed about MCR and indie band - I hate MCR (i just couldn't understand their songs.. ) I like Westlife, Kaer and Vince!- My sister has a wiiiiideeee range of hair care products, creams, perfumes, necklaces, bracelets and all - I just don't really care, I go for the 'natural' look- etc, etc)

Maybe we got a little mature. Haha, that sentence sounds so funny..

Chem- lagi setengah

Bio- still kena edit

English - tak start essay lagiiii! Warrghhhhhhh!