A Journey Beyond The Logical Mind

Salam to all.

Waaaaaaaaaaargggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I donno what's wrong with me!!!!!!!! What la weyh! MATHS! Giler ahhhhhhhhhhh!

Boleh ke ada orang ckp buat math tu menenangkan??

Buat add math nak release tension?

Buat add math just for the fun of it?

Like what????

Aku buat math macam nak matiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

Whats up with all those formulaaa. Penat la. Penat tau buat add math. Lagi penat dari lari 1km. Penat hati. Penat otak. Penatttttttttttttt......

Give me questions yang logical thinking baru best. The ones yang tak dak kaitan langsung ngan segala formula mak nenek tu. Haih.. Yang ada decimals ni pun lagi satu. Atau yang ada 'to the power of something something'... Haaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh..

Nak guna formula la, first derivative la, apa2 lagi laaaaaaa....

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH!

Kalau ada orang nak bagi aku scholarship free utk study Engineering aku mmg tolak awal-awal. In fact tak terpikir langsung nak venture into MATH's world...

Why ah???? Roomate aku best student add math. Cousin aku kat KL pun best student add math. Cousin aku kat Kedah pun terer giler addmath. Aku???

Wargh!!!!!!!

Tapi, aku suka physics. Suka sangat. Minus all the calculations la.

I can't wait for Maths SAM final exam. I can't wait to enter Medic School.

Seriously.

Ya Allah, tolonglah hambamu yang lemah daya tahan terhadap Maths ni. Amin.
Kina, tolong aku weyh! Sabar je la erk kalau aku asyik tanya soalan kacang kat ko..

To solve this problem, I must recite this thing over and over again. Like my dad always say, Everything is in your MIND.

Maths senang.
Maths senang.
Maths senang.
Maths senang.
Paksa diri buat maths.
Jangan give up. (easy for you to say)

Maths senang.
Maths senang.

Salam to all.



Kay Ay's celebrating his first anniversary, so why not I do the same right?



Then vs. Now.



Purpose of blogging.

Then - To kill time.

Now - To kill stress.



Hours of operation.

Then - Day and night. Anytime when the feeling strikes.

Now - During breaks at The Web, Night when at Casa.



Blog material.

Then - Text, pictures, videos.

Now - Purely text because I don't like to upload pictures. Lambat dan melecehkan.



Layout.

Then - Started with plain black background, later to white with some flowers and then to brown with the lady on the left side.

Now - Plain white.



Topic of discussion.

Then - Langkawi! School-related stuff.

Now - Stress of work. Work. Taylors?



Crush.

Then - Shah Rukh Khan.

Now - Bear Grylls.



Worries.

Then - SPM result. (Add Math ngan English boleh ke A1?!!) Scholarship. Mara interview. Which college will I go to? What course? For how long? With who?

Now - Internal Assessment. Uni application. Interviews. TERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! Which Uni? Which country? Warghhhhhh!



Things to look forward to.

Then - Reunion lunch at Taman Mohabbatien. Majlis MARA. Umrah.

Now - MAPCU thing. (too bad it's in November) Reunion again?



Motto.

Then - ?

Now - Make success something that I deserve.



So much for an anniversary.

Salam to all.

1. Sunday, 25th Jan. Bought a book called The Kite Runner. Why? Because that book is an international best-seller and I want to know why. Initially I thought of buying John Grisham's The Client (in which I've forced myself to finish reading it sometime during form 2) because I love the bravery shown by the boy, Mark if I'm not mistaken. But, there's only one The Client left and the condition is not worth the RM 35++. So, next time maybe. (Wait a minute, I think I have the pdf format of those two books... Hurm..)
2. Bought Border's bag for RM 3 after I paid for the book and given a plastic bag. Haha. So much for going green...
3. Monday. Jogging at Botanical Garden. Situation: sangat lenggang and Malays seem to dominate the path which is so unlikely in any other days. Why ah? Duhhhh... It's Chinese New Year remember?
4. Witnessed the partial solar eclipse on Monday 26th January sometime at 4pm.
5. The dinner at Pak Long's new house was YUMMY! My favourite: The curry mee and the small, sweet oranges.
6. Tuesday 27th Jan. Attended abang Norman's wedding. (He's like a double senior to me. He's my senior at Seri Permai and again at Langkawi.. He's my father's cousin by the way.. So... does that make him my uncle?) His wife is pretty!
7. Dinner at Kapitan QB. It was seriously full of people which is the total opposite of the scene last Monday morning. Oh God, there's this nice-looking guy sitting in front of me and he's like sooooooo my kind of boyfriend-material...
8. Wahida's family spent a night here in Penang!
9. Wednesday. I finally started on the first paragraph of my Bio essay.

That's all for now.